MauReeN's bLoG...

2008-02-20T14:35:00.001+08:00

I have started d-e-s-t-i-n-y on 30 May 2004, which just nice is my birthday.

Well, after using it for 4 years, i think it's time for a change.

so welcome to zhanerina , my new blog.

Thank you all for reading! :)

2008-02-11T09:37:00.000+08:00

CNY EVE
EVENT 1: REUNION LUNCH WITH PATERNAL FAMILIES
I left the office damn early to get a ox of yusheng, while rushing over for reunion lunch with my paternal. reunion lunch is a norm for us, cuz we would gather for a prayer to our ancestors and eat together. also, each of us has our own family, so afternoon reunion lunch would be the most appropriate.

kevin called on my way there and ask if they could feature our reunion lunch for tomolo straits times. i called daddy and he agreed and all of us get so excited about it.

there were 5 families in the house (3 room flat) and u can see we are all cramped and squeezed and its of course noisy! well, every year we meet, there would be question and answers where the adults will ask: are u working or studying? where u doing ur internship? when u graduating? blah blah blah...

and then they will see whether u have grown prettier/ fatter / taller or shorter and some other funny things la.

next, they will ask: wheres ur bf la? u got bf anot la? bring him here la...blah blah blah.

then at 130pm when the ST photographer came, they will start discussing: oh is he ur bf?1 wah so shuai! and they will bomb him with questions like: when isist gona be published? when u all write article? wad u all gona write abt? blah blah blah... (and i only know his name 15 minutes earlier than them)

my aunties are so kind, gave him mandarin oranges and $10 ang bao.

he lucky chap. AND YET! NEVER PUBLISHED US! so sad!

EVENT 2:
REUNION DINNER WITH MATERNAL SIDE

then after leaving the house, we went heartland mall to shop awhile. i got 2 pyjamas and mummy got 2 pants. then we went jubao restaurant (at teck chye terrace) to collect poon choi 盆菜. i thought, since i have start working now, so i should use my salary to contribute abit, so i decided to buy poon choi from this hk restaurant jubao at 138 dollars. i ibnterviewed them for my mag and this chef is a hk big chef previously from lei garden, so i thought / assume it would be nice! ( i thought they wont charge mi for the poon chai! haha. sadly, they did!)

this claypot looks durable isnt it!

ta-deh! all the seafood! all the calories and cholestrol! wonderful!

my reunion dinner! now i noe why i cannot grow skinny. haha

so after eating, while we were clearing up and heating the claypot, somth happen!
MY STOVE IS ON FIRE!

While my aunty was panicking, i still took out my camera and took pictures of it. my aunty dun noe whether to kill mi 1st or save the pot /stove first. haha. we tried sprinkle water but failed. then i start blaming the loisy pot which melts when it is on fire.

after investigating, it wasnt the pot, but the plastic handle that got stuck underneath the pot and when it goes to the fire, the handle melt!

so what happen in the end? the stove is spoilt. and the claypot was thrown away, the expensive seafood in the pot was thrown away too cuz its poisonous. and well done. say bye bye to my 138!! :(

nvm la, for our safety...hai!

anyway, after tt i was contemplating whether to join the cac guys at lunar bar tt night. but i dun wana miss the andy lau show and the new year countdown so i decided to give it a miss.

CNY DAY 1:
it was a hot and sunny day. mummy, daddy and i went to spore buddhist youth mission at 12pm to eat the free vegetarian mee sua and fried bee hoon for lunch. we do that every year, partly cuz my daddy's student is there to help out and invited us over, secondly, we always give our offerings tduring 1st day of cny.

and guess what, THAT WAS NOT THE END!

My mummy, thinking tt it was nt enuf, wan daddy to drove us to si ma lu guan yin temple to pray again. so we went there adn damnit la, knowing it was cny day 1, and it would so crowded, we were sweating like mad and there were thousands of people there, 6 policemen to control crowd and people were rushing to get into the temple. so being too squeezy, mummy said we just pray outside. -_-

look at the crowd!

so after tt, we went to Mustafa. our usual shppping place during cny day 1 and its daddy's fav cuz its the only shop tt is open, its big and it has everythign there. but i dun really like it cuz i was surrounded by all indians and all the indian smell.so being v bored, i tried all perfumes. whoohoo!

got home, stinky, smelly, iand tired, i went to sleep.
look how dirty my yaya is! but i love her no matter wad. :D

after brushing up, we went for dinner at 3 aunty' house. it is a annual thing there. we used to look forward there, as we can play with our other cousins. but well, its no longer the case.

but i still look forward there, cuz i can see them. 毕竟一年只有那么一次.

big family, table not enuf, so we seperate to children's table and adult's table.

look at how these children have grown and mature...从熟悉变陌生...

nan de we meet, how can we miss cam whoring?

Look at the gamblers in the house

cute lil girls arent they?

CNY DAY 2

went visiting from mroning with my ah gong, parents and aunties. our 1st stop is in ubi, visiting my grandaunty's son. then the shocking thing came.

we went to the house and we found a maid! -_-

so we wondered, wah so rich hur, still hire maid. but to our surprise, the maid say our relative move house 5 mths ago already! shocked, we called other relatives to ask if they kow where they move to, but nobody knows. the tel line was cut off and the onli thing we found out was, this family borrowed 20k from my granduncle.

why? gambling la.

the father of this family gambles everything, toto, 4d, footbal...and the last time i saw them, the wife was weeping, telling us how her husband gambles until no money.

hai...the only conclusion we get is borrow money from loan sharks. cuz they didnt contact any relatives at all, didnt go for reunion dinner nor visit us like they used to in the past.

it sounded ridiculous and it became the topic of the day, with us going to other relatives and discussing abt the issue, making illogical conculsions. and my aunty was laughing at herselves for still sending chinese new year cards over. -_-

well, another broken family. hai,poor kids...

then i met ting in late afternoon, intending to watch ah long pte ltd but didnt manage to get any tickets so we ended up spending 52 bucks in kbox, for 2 persons. well, i haven seen her for like a year since this woman is busy pat tor-ing and im busy with all the shit. haha, cny is a got time for us to catch up.

so that concludes the day and i guess i will see her next year?

CNY DAY 3
i was rotting at home, watching korean vcd and waiting for 3pm to come. aunty had booked a ktv room in Grassroot country club. its much much cheaper than kbox. this one onli 68 for 1 room (4-5people).

yesterday i sing, today i continue singing. -_-
cold until my hand shivers. haha

the day ended with dinner. chris jio mi for a ktv session at night in party world, and i rejected cuz im getting so tired of singing. haha

CNY DAY 4
MY COOKING DAY!

I volunteered myself to cook yerterday's dinner and get aunty, daddy and mummy to come and try my dishes. so after lunch, yeye accompanied mi to sheng siong tog rab my ingredients, bought prawns, carrots, herbsetc and went home. but realised it wasnt enuf, so i went ntuc alone to grab more items.

where do i learn from? the latest se xiang wei feb issue!

they realli have delicious and easy to make dishes, and it complements cny! so i came home and found my relative coming to my hse visit.

adn the thing is...i left 1 se xiang wei magazine, which is important to mi for now cuz i need the recipes for tonight's dinner. then kind ye ye, gave it to my relative, and i m like, staring in blank space and dunnoe wad to do with the ingredients! so in the end, i asked my relative for the magazine, copied down the recipes and returned to her. i started preparing from 2pm and ended cooking at 530pm! whoohoo! this are all the dishes i prepared!

so happy cuz everyone find them ok and they love my prawns! this time i used the correct sauce and it tasted yummy!

i personally love the mushrooms cuz i think its nicely braised (for 1 hr). but a pity its abit salty.

i shall cook for them again soon! whee!

after dinner, i left hurriedly for barnabas tuition and gosh, i came back felling so tireddddddd! (the mom gave mi ang bao! so nice!)

TODAY
START WORK!

alrights, today i have started work and i aim to finish my trend story by TODAY! which is relatively done. feeling so sleepy after my lunch but i shall perserve.

oh did i tell u guys?

the other intern in this company (which is also from CS) DOZE OFF while working

DOZE OFF, reallY!

the editor happen to came over and saw her sleeping. she trie dtapping ehr shoulders to wake her but only succeeded after several attempts. oh gosh...i must not do that!

tis week is the vday week! oh so sad! im spending it alone again! any gals wana have gals night out?

[im waiting for someone...and i dun believe in matchmaking.]

2008-02-09T14:04:00.000+08:00

Why are we taking photo with kym ng and quan yi feng?

You wana know why?

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TIME: 8PM
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You should be able to see a few of us on screen! (esp...hiak hiak hiak!)

2008-02-05T16:16:00.000+08:00

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2008-02-05T16:03:00.000+08:00

Ah Jo 怕我嫁不出去, gave mi a interesting dating website. -_-"

www.gomoviedate.com

this website allows u to go dating with an opposite sex in the cinema. it measn tt u dont have any prior communciation with the guy, so u just go into the cinema, watch the show and the person sitting next to u will be the dating partner. so u can go dinner / walk with him after that. the guy will pay for the cinema bill!

well if u sign up like tt, u have to pay. but she gave mi a password for that, so i receie a one yr membership la. its quite dumb la, but u noe, for the joy of watching free movie!! whee! anyone intereted, please let mi noe, i will give u the password!

a female reporter from 8days went for this moviedate and shares her experience!

Gomoviedate’s member was being interview by 31st Nov 06 ZaoBao on how he met his girlfriend through their services.

if u want to watch free movie, come! come! and of coz, if a guy pick u, u will be notified by ur email and u can choose whether to accept or not! :p

pre cny post

2008-02-05T14:21:00.000+08:00

Some random stuff:

Friday: ah jo treated us to sun with moon @ central. she said it was a cny treat, but i just take it as a bday celebration since her bday is 3 days later. so i bought her a bday cake!

Saturday: i went chinatown with gong gong and ah yi!

we saw long queues for all the ba kwa shop! for more info, view my food blog

in preparation for chinese new year:
manicure! its ugly. dont ever go to blk 347 amk bautrium to do it. the 20 plus lady, not profesionally trained, wana charge mi for $58 for a classic french manicure ONLY. im like: wad! why so expensive! she say, if i wana do classic manicure, it cost 28. this classic mani includes the massage, remove cuticles, trim and of cuz apply one colour. sounds ok yea? then i ask her hw much isit for french manicure? she said 30 bucks, which i thought was reasonable la. later, she add on, 30 dollars is just express french manicure. it doesnt include cutting of cuticles, massages etc etc, only trim of nails and paint. wtf la, i paid 30 for u to paint my nails into this bloody ugly.pls lo, i go those super good ones hur, they are much cheaper than urs. no wonder there is no customers in the shop.

initally wana let them do pedi and mani together,. but after thier lousy service, i decided to let hollywood nails do my pedi. i have been going there for pedi for a year liao, qt happy with it. but i didnt realsie they close th doby exchange one and move to suntec liao! i was finding hi and low for that shop in douby exchange man. heng tt person called mi and informed mi the change of venue. but i had to refix my appt la.

and....the upcoming one is the most happening thing i did so far....

wad do i mean?

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it is the PRICE OF FRIENDSHIP
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for miss christina lim.
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I DID EYELASH EXTENSION!! haha. well, seriously i nv thot that i would do it la, cuz i think my eye lashes are pretty long and it has nv cross my mind. mbut my v vain fren here, wana make her eyelash longer, and so i accompanied her to the shop after my tuition to see their svcs. and without further consideration, i told the receptionist to slot her in for tt day. then we left the place to shop for a while while waiting for her turn.

so why i did it? i came out of the shop laughing real hard as she tried to strangle me. oh well, and using the same excuse...friends should do it together, do alone so sian blah blah blah, i threw in 68 bucks (eh no, should be 60, cuz i made her pay 8 bucks for mi). it was extremely hilarious and she was telling mi hw her friend back out when they decided to pierce nose stud together. so we went in, persuaded the aunty to squeeze two slots for us and we did it!

christina lim, 我讲义气吧！

no regrets la, chris love mine while i love her. cuz to mi, hers is thicker, neater and more volumnised. but she said mine was mroe natural. wadever it is, it will still drop after 3 weeks la. but ok la, our happening thing number 2! (the first was hair extension). perhaps we love to extend things together! extend hair, extend lashes...so wads next! haha and now i cant wear specs, cuz its too long until it keep brushing against my specs! :P

next!

my new bedsheet! so cute right!
a box of ang gam!

lastly,
MY NEW YEAR DECO THIS YEAR!

i have fulfilled part of my cny wish this year. i shall keep it a secret until i see the results!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

DUNNOE WHAT TO EAT? CHEAK OUT MY FOOD BLOG!

2008-02-01T16:55:00.000+08:00

At the rate im eating and the quantity of tehm all, i seriously theink i will be twice my size when june arrives. i just came back from eating again. this tiem from 10am all the way to 4pm, where my editor and i went to tech chye terrace, near heartland mall in upp serangoon road. this whole street is full of interesting food stalls, u have hk cuisins, peranakan, vegetarian, thailand, steamboat etc etc!

and i will be doing a feature for this hwole street, targeting on 6 different stalls. and i will be taking the photos too! zai anot!

so today, from 1030am, we first ate hk cuisines...

then 12pm we ate steamboat.

next we had thai cuisine.

i tell u, I ALMOST DROP DEAD THERE.

im feeling so heavy tt i just dun wana walk, great job! i called my aunty adn pleaded her to grant mi a bday present, which is:

1. slimming packages OR
2. fitness packages

then after i came back to office, feeling so lethargic after all my food, there came a carl's jr burger!! woo!~

i went for class last night and kind chris stayed back, got mi dinner and we chatted. didnt have the mood to teach so in the end, 3 students, chris and i ended up talking. and all of them were laughing at the ridiculous ex-student i had and the funny doctor which refuses to give mi any medicine.

now that i have a lousy skin, and a body which increases in inches everyday, i so dread cny can! i dun wana go there with this kind of look. i wana look pretty and nice! rahhh!! i dun like mirror nowadyas! :(

anyway, i went for this coffee appreciation workshop a few days back by gloria jeans. korean drama coffee prince has ended which left mi interested in being a barista, i m luck to have this chance to try latte art! and its really not easy.

laughing at my own stupid work, which has no pattern! -_-

and we tried many different kind of coffes, which made mi run for toilet laters!

so of course, this makes mi more interested in being a barista! and too bad i search online and spore doesnt offer professional barista course.

ok im sleepy now. better do some work so that i wont be in mad rush after cny. tata for now!

2008-01-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

双子座的个性 - 随意, 不爱麻烦.

以前好胜的性格好像完全消失了。或许因为没有任何理由可让我产生那种冲刺的原动力吧.

很简单的一件事，很简单的一个任务，只要尽力完成就ok了，不是吗？

怎么弄得自己那么累？

结果不只自己遭殃，就连朋友好像也成了出气筒。与我完全无关的事情，好像因为你的心情不好，变得让我很压力。

是我太看得开了吗？
还是你太拘谨了？

虽然每一天都很累，可是一定会到补习中心报到。那里没有压力，只有开心地过一天。没有整天紧绷自己、愁眉苦脸的朋友，只有嘻嘻哈哈，快乐过日子的人。不是他们没有压力。其实她们的压力是比任何人来得多，须兼顾那么多东西：学业、家庭、生意等等。可是，看到朋友，谈谈天，压力全都烟消云散了。有开心或不开心的，都会跟彼此分享。而不是把自己的压力建设在朋友的身上。

这里好像随时变化的天空，时而刮风，时而放晴。快撑不住了。

可能自己的敏感度较高，
可能是自己找死。

家是我的防空洞。。。

2008-01-28T14:23:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, I have organized a RENENA COOKING DAY. Chris, Ah Zhi, Evelyn and me gathered at Renena during evening, each preparing a meal of our choice. I decided to try whipping up prawns, after I tasted the yummy stir-fried prawns by Mdm Png the other day. At 530pm, after doing my hair treatment, I reached Renena and started preparing with the help of Chris.

By 630pm, we were waiting impatiently for Evelyn’s arrival. Ah Zhi was teasing her, asking if she is queuing up some food stalls and trying to run away from this cooking session.

Finally, after like decades, our dear princess Evelyn is here! And she started preparing her sweet and sour pork! Her mummy actually came down to Renena in the morning to guide her and give her tips. Now she is at the sink, trying to cut away the excess fats from the meat.

Next, Chris was helping her to chop the meat.

She then fried her pork while Chris and Ah Zhi were steaming their eggs.

Then we cooked together. Do we look like twins? Haha

While throwing the prawns into the wok, theres too much water and it sizzle! Look at how we ‘sizzle’ too!

“AH!” Evelyn screamed!

After many hours of hard work, we finally sat down and have dinner at 845pm. These are what we did:

Chris’s Herbal Bak Kut Teh

Ah Zhi’s Steamed Eggs

Chris & Ah Zhi Chicken Wings

Evelyn’s Sweet & Sour Pork

My Prawns!

All in all, everyone worked hard and the food is edible and quite nice (especially Evelyn’s pork). It was tiring but definitely a fun experience! Hope we will have more of this sessions soon! :)

2008-01-25T17:04:00.000+08:00

I think half the people in this company spends half of the time DOING NOTHING!

Except for the few days which is needed to rush deadline, im spending my whole of this week in office, surfing net and blogging like 3 tims per day. Why the press releases all dont arrive early. I hope I can start work next week, so that i wont have too much things to do after CNY.

i am really THANKFUL today is friday! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF!

I am really SHAG SHAG SHAG!

yesterday after tuition i was eating myanmar food with chris. wana upload the photos but the aunty kindly remove my camera charger without telling me. so i will upload next week.

anyway, TOMORROW will be an exciting day for mi.

Besides having piano lessons, which i have totally no time to practise, wow so exciting!, i will be going to do hair treatment. My red highlight faded n turn BROWN! SO SAD CAN! :(

AND at night , i will be going to renena cuz i suggested whipping up a RENENA DINNER 2008! everyone of us, including evelyn, chris, ah zhi, khin and me will each whip up a dish each. so exciting right! of cuz cooking of white rice is not counted.

I was intending to cook my zhao pai CURRY CHICKEN, but chris pleaded me not to after i told her that i didnt add any water and added 6 packets of coconut milk the previous time.

hmm...tml i will cook prawn! and it seems much much easier but being v lazy, i dunnoe if the girls will be willing to dirty the hands to peel the prawns shells. hehe..evelyn will cook pasta...as for chris...i dunnoe. i hope there is SURPRISES! and i wana to steam yam cake!! hehe...so excited about cooking cuz my grandfather nv let mi do the cooking at home. too bad renena doesnt have oven, if not i will bake CNY cookies too! :)

tonight i am going for JUMBO'S 20TH ANNIVERSAY GALA DINNER. it is gona be a big event with lotsa media people! whoohoo! more food again. just let mi die from all the fats and cholestrols! roarrrr

2008-01-24T12:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Now! is a book inspired by the experience of retiree Lee Kim Wah (a.k.a. Ah Sao), a victim of an organised crime syndicate who was conned of her entire life
savings.

Ah Sao was devastated after she was cheated of her life savings when she was coerced to collect all of her money and jewelry from home, and personally withdraw money from her bank accounts and fixed deposits. Determined to do something for her, Ah Sao’s former employer’s daughter, Karen Yeo, gathered a group of friends to compile Ah Sao’s ever-yummy recipes for sale in hope to provide Ah Sao with some income. Ah Sao was Karen’s nanny from birth.

As the project progressed, the team of volunteers realised the book was more than a recipe book –despite her hardships, Ah Sao’s generosity and kindness touched and inspired the group. Through the making of the book, lessons of kindness, hope, love and happiness were revealed. The book was aptly titled ‘Happy Now!’. Naturally, Happy Now! evolved to include inspirational quotes and illustrations, showcasing the talents of Ah Sao and the volunteers.

Happy Now! aims to inspire and remind us to focus on the more important things in life: love, hope and simply being happy.

Combining authentic very yummy Ah Sao recipes, inspirational quotes and original illustrations from a personal collection, Happy Now! will leave you craving for more!

Price: $58
Website: http://www.shelfordpress.com/Shelford%20Press/Welcome.html

i really find this cookbook very meaningful. and the recipes inside are pretty easy and looks delicious! so grab it now!

2008-01-23T16:25:00.000+08:00

Hello all, i am so free since last week, after many days of rushing for articles and deadline, finally feb issue is done. this time i think i contributed the most as compared the other issues, i think i will get a few copies and give it to my relatives. please go adn grab a copy of sxw!! :D

as stated, i am very busy this whole week, with tuitions adn wedding dinner and bring ade's hk friend around.

so on monday, we brought him to lau pat sat for dinner and then to boat quay adn fullerton hotel to enjoy the scenery. initally wanted to bring them to mount faber, after the 2 fun experiences i had that round with u guys...but i guess all of us were too tired.

we tried some nice food, which i will blog in the food blog soon. and we took some lame pictures! eg:

ok la just one, cuz the rest is in his camera.

last saturday i went for to see doctor for my face at raffles hospital and then meet shan in the evening to shop in bugis. aiyo, i bought alot of things till i got scolded by my aunty. and i bought my bucket bag!

$20...after discount ...usual price $26

and i bought a skinny black jeans! hoho!

ok, no more shopping for mi!

adn today, i went lunch with nick at ayam penyet @ lucky plaza.

the chilli is 'dok4 kong3'!

2008-01-21T09:39:00.000+08:00

This week is gona be super busy! Other than work, every night i have some programs!

Monday Night: Bring Ade's friend go walk around Singapore
Tuesday Night: Go wedding dinner
Wednesday Night: Tuition
Thursday Night: Tuition
Friday Night: Singing Class
Saturday: Piano lesson and go Angel there for hair treatment
Sunday: Morning tuition, afternoon lunch adnd cooking workshop. Night: Barnabas tuition

KILL ME!!! I NEED SLEEP, SLEP AND MORE SLEEP!!

2008-01-18T14:23:00.001+08:00

好快哦！ 2008年来了，发现自己好像没写过任何感言，今天刚好有这种兴致，所以来个感言篇吧。

2007年过得很精彩，不过说回来，有哪一年是不精彩的呢？

2007年，我回到了Renena，一个曾经那么熟悉的地方。和Chris再一次一起奋斗，为彼此珍惜的东西一起努力。从装修到油漆到行销，样样自己打理。兼职2间补习中心很辛苦，又再面对考试，不过都熬过去了。

2007年，我庆祝了21岁生日，真正变成大人了。好像是很沉重的负担。大人对我来说，代表对自己的行为要负责，代表要为自己计划未来，也好像代表不能像以前一样受家人的呵护。

生日派对那天，因为他没来，很失望。

2007年，我也参加了很多生日派对，从简单的到大型的，我都一一送上了最真诚的祝福。

2007年，找到了一份补习以外的工作，《色香味》让我学了很多，认识了许多很好的同事兼朋友，有Jo这个好朋友兼大姐姐、有Kim这个像妈妈一样的主编、有Angela那么活泼好玩的大姐姐，让我单调的生活变得很充实。虽然很累，可是很快乐。

2007年，爷爷病倒进了医院，那几天的无助感简直让我快崩溃了。这也让我更珍惜与家人共处的时光。

好的、不好的，都过去了。留住好的，忘了不好的，感激让我成长的人。

2008年来了。22岁了！我想一眨眼可能就会步入30岁。哈哈！

新一年的来临，总有期待、不舍，甚至可能为了某些原因不希望它那么快降临。

虽然事隔多年，每当新年到那熟悉的地方，碰到那如此熟悉的面孔，那种激昂仍在心中打转。从常客变成过客，一年才去一次的过客，所以总是带着mixed feelings。可是看到他家的女佣每年风雨不改地为我特备晚餐、记得我的一切一切、让我很感动。从小看着我们长大，她像个朋友，了解我们的朋友。喜欢躺在她的腿上，让她为我梳发，告诉我他做了什么，与她分享彼此的心情。

是还有所期盼吗？还是希望这全是一场梦？每年，彼此害羞地打招呼、那无话可谈的场面，是辛酸的。

别发白日梦了！还是快点做工吧！

2008-01-17T09:18:00.000+08:00

Yes, that's my new hair. at first i thought i should keep it secretive and let u guys see my new look when i meet u or smthg. but since there has been many demands, so this is my new hair! :D

love it to bit, cuz i no longer have messy, blonde and dry dry hair. instead, now i have a glowing, black and volumnised hair! must really thanks angel!

what did i do?

well...last sat, i sat in hair quarters @ raffles hotel from 2pm to 8pm doing:
1. cut
2. rebond
3. colour
4. highlight (can see that red patch on my right side of the head?)
5. treatment
6. shape and trim

amazing isnt it? they are supposed to close at 730pm! haha...so im one of the few last customers.

it costs me ard $320. actually it would have cost more cuz i actually need to do a colour treatment. but can u belive it. I DIDNT BRING ENOUGH MONEY! i brought $300 only and the last $20 was after several minutes of digging and collating all the remaining coins i have. damn paiseh.

ok any comments?

so far it has been really positive. cuz i look YOUNGER! so happy! :) u cant really see it from here but its actually BOB style, shorter behind. its also called concave hair :) i asked angle to just snip off all my unhealthy hair.

although feeling abit heart pain, after all i have been in short hair since i was born and only start to grow long hair when i enter uni. and now im back again.

but well, hair can grow back! and im gona have better quality hair!

so that's it. goodbye my long hair. :(

2008-01-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

Goodbye LONG HAIR

Welcome SHORT HAIR

- i did the most daring move today-

2008-01-09T09:24:00.000+08:00

what i did in mrt today...

i was having running nose and feeling so terrible and soffocating in this crowded train.
and this uncle, really 不自动, not automatic, buay zidong...

he was putting this hand on his waist (叉腰）,
and it was constantly hitting me.
so i tried to move back
and he moved back too.

so at orchard station, i damn pissed liao.
i turn around,
tried to use a nice tone (but i dont think i did) and told the uncle:

"EXCUSE ME UNCLE, CAN U PLEASE PUT YOUR HAND DOWN AS IT IS HITTING ME!"

the stupid uncle gave mi a 'duh' look and put it down.
then at douby gaut station, he put it up again.

he think its so cool isit.

i wana call him 'mister' to sound more polite, but i dont think it is worth it.

look at how incosiderate some singaporeans are.

2008-01-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

I HAVE FINALLY FOUND ANGEL!! MY PREVIOUS HAIRSTYLIST!!!

She has left REDS last year september so i went to Gorgeous Hair Salon to try. this is where i got my present hair permed. but its a MESS MESS MESS now and i m sure i want to CUT CUT CUT. or rather do away with those spoilt hair.

I have been going to Angel since my JC days and i am still in love with her.

She has left REDS and open her own shop in RAFFLES HOTEL.

Check out http://head-quarters.blogspot.com

should i go back to Gorgeous or go back to Angel?

* i have just updated my wishlist and new yr revolution! :)

2008-01-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!

yes i have been busy, busy since xmas till now that i dont really have time to blog. eh. wrong, should say i dont feel like switching on my computer.

well what have i been busy with?

after saying bye bye to 2007, all of us here are considered 22 years old. especially for amore fitness, cuz they keep pushing me to change student's package to adult, and they have just increased their price by 20%, so from the usual 3 mths unlimited $400 plus, it is now $500 plus. being a maths teacher, do u think i will ever sign up for adults package?

perhaps. maybe when i win toto.

but i never even buy, how to win?

so towards the end of 2007, i was trying to look for other fitness centres.
did consider slender shapes, and ultimately even to some dance schools....or even back to spore dance theatre! haha.

im really too free. now u should noe why i can suga suga go join something free? means i must have been quite bored. haha

well it has been proven by many instructors that weight training is the bext way to lose weight, provided to lose the right kind of fats. (oh thats my new year revolution, to achieve 46kg!)

anways, so thts the reason why i consider slender shapes and contour express, cuz its circuit training. but i know i will procrastinate and bored to death.

so after talking to chris, i decided to go back fitness first again.

but think twice, i dun like the dark fitness rooms.

so IN THE END, i didnt join any. haha

instead, im going to sign up for CC's step aerobics with my editor and senior writer.

and after heavy meals at work, we can sweat it out after work! so good!

end of part 1.

hmmm...wad else....

oh ok...since i see many of my classmates writing about their start of internship, i shall write something too.

1 january 2008 was hard to pass. even though i have been working that for like a good 6 mths, but im more anxious than the rest.

and the most ridiculous part is,

I HAD INSOMNIA THAT NIGHT. wtf

i told my aunty, she laughed at me.
i told jo, she oso laugh at me.

it was stupid la. i dunnoe, i had a worrying night.

worried about the other interns and if she would give mi trouble anot. *ahem, u noe hu la.
worried about meeting the head.
worried abt sitting positions.
worried abt this
worried abt that

and i woke up at 6am when im onli needed to reach office at 9am.
and im so ganchiong that i ask ade to meet at 815 in mrt and we reach office like 830am, which is the EARLIEST.

this is nuts.

so my 1st day, it wasnt as exciting as rj's

i went to work with 2 sleepy eyes and unable to do any work due to my excitement.

wad am i excited about?

i DONT KNOW. haha

excited that i will be seeing ade for 6 mths? haha think she will die instead.

ok anyways, everything went fine, except for the other intern which totally...expected her to be like tt but still feeling uncomfortable. well...no choice, i am the WEE KIM WEE SCHOOL OF COMMUNICATION AND INFORMATION, where u will meet horrible people and wonder why they exist.

but the 3 interns, incl myself are too busy with work that nobody gives each other a damn. (u noe la, how dao and fierce ade looks when she is loaded with work and v busy. ya, that KIAMPA FACE! thats it! haha)

poor ade, working for home concepts and new man. haha...see naked woman posing? whee! why not create a new woman let her go in, she will love it more. haha

while the other intern is in today's parents.

and im in se xiang wei! duh....who dunnoe..-_-"

ok while the other 2 interns are busy, my side was pretty relaxed cuz i work hard in late dec, rush and written almost everything, so now i can relac abit.

but dun say i slack ok. u shld have seen how i stress myself to finish writing the articles. im expressionless.

so meanwhile, i was surfing net for courses. see, i said i m free.

wad chinese calligraphy class.
wad dharma lessons
wad etching class
wad salsa dance
wad art class
wad hip hop dance class
wad pop piano class
wad tarot advance class
wad NIE and MOE

i practically search everything! whoohoo!~

im too free. damn.

and when i load myself with too many things, i break down again.

why can i just relac and slack man.

i am doing a interesting v day food trend topic now.

v day!~ omg -_-" im so ahead of time. where is my prince charming!!!!!!!!!

er ok la thats all. nth interesting. i have seen the computer screen enough in office and i dun wan to see it when im at home so i shall log off.

anyway this com is giving up itself again. must be some virus. rahhhhhhh

2008-01-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

亲爱的美玲，生日快乐！

自己亲手制作的calender!

oreo cheese cake! 翡翠买的。不好吃！吃不出cheese的味道，只有让满嘴黑黑的。

好繁华的新加坡！

由于有位好朋友中午不能来，所以决定晚上再庆祝一次！够大牌吧！

到了vivocity的Marche...

rosti还好！

火腿蔬菜薄饼还真不赖哦！

美玲的第二个“生日蛋糕”。到kovan购买的美味muffins!
接着又到Mount Faber浪漫一番...

雪花飘~

在缆车上，我们要出发咯！

在厕所里！好华丽哦！

2008-01-01T02:04:00.000+08:00

happy new year everyone! its 2008 liao! so fast! new year resolution coming up! and nt forgetting, fungie's bday celebration photos!

2007-12-31T13:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FUNGIE!~

2007-12-28T00:45:00.000+08:00

while waiting for studentlink to load my results, let mi just waste my time here blogging and doing some reflections.

oh well, though exams are over and results are final, but the thought of getting results still bothers me. expecially when i had kena a D before so it makes me so scared every semester.

results in uni are so unpredictable. when u think u have tried ur best n u have done urself justice, the results just didnt come satisfactory.

(why is studentlink loading so slow. its 1245am liao.)

ok i did tried my best for this sem as compared to all other sem. really.

i started early and i didnt maple and i was a good girl. so hope the results doest defer too much.

damn the studentlink. why is it so slow.

let mi recall...cs 321 radio prodn...my work was ok, though some of them didnt get good sound and it sucks...but exam is also ok...but the teacher onli noe how to give B....so i think basically this should be ok.

cs 322...the videos are ok...the end product was abit screwed up but i did my best for my part. the exam was kinda no time but it also means good right ? cuz i got things to write? haha...oliver is a kind old man...i hope...-cross fingers-

why is it taking years to load? let mi see awhile and im going off to sleep!

-ponders- what other modules did i take? hmm

chinese lyrics! this one....i count count count the marks...confirm its within range B and below, i didnt do badly but the thought of competing with so many PRCs...hai got 70/100 maybe its a D liao...i hope i wont get B-

scriptwriting...omg this one hor....B or C.....gone case...

there was something else i took exams didnt i? why cant i rmbr?

oh! my core! 301!!! yes thats the one which i had totally no idea wad is it about till today. the project was ok...the exam was....er.....

ya lo...see..i say everything is ok...but results come out sure not ok...

oh ya! the last and the most worrying module! my drama module! my drama teacher keep thinking i skip lessons which i onli skip 3, one of them i was really sick. he even threaten me to fail me...damn it....i wana take minor leh...hai...

cant he see the acting talent in me?

ok perhaps he will give mi some justice...but i dun think he would....

EDIT:

YAY! all are what i expected! though i was disappointed by 322, the module which i work hard (but not very hard). haha...btw its 115am n i refresh for 30 mins too! -_-

hc805 is the one with many many PRC. im quite ok with a B, though i hope i can get B+

321 and 324 and 301 are expected.

cdp (the first one) was ok....though i think the module and the student (which is me) is sucky. the module is called acting workshop. but the stupid teacher only keep canceling class and NO ACTING WAS DONE. totally none. no final performance or anything. hello, i noe how to act leh! ok la partly my fault too cuz i skip lesson. but thats nt the point. if u, as a teacher, noe hw to conduct lesson, there wont be pple poning every week right. this is ridiculous.

but should i thank him too? for not being too harsh on mi and still allow mi to take minor? though i think i can do better?

wadever...

perhaps i wont even do minor anymore...

aiya i just go teaching la...

tell u a little secret of mine: im quite proud of my results this sem. 6 modules..most quite heavy and yet i can get all Bs (forget abt the B-s haha) miss ow (pats my own head) good job...u have work hard.

6 modules is not easy. :)

good byes Ds~~

2007-12-26T11:34:00.000+08:00

hohoho! Merry Xmas! Sorry i havent been blogging for long cuz i was busy! haha, let the pictures do the talking:

1. GET YOUR SEXY BACK EVENT
Venue: Zouk
Who is there: Adeline, Pebbles and Me!
eee Pebbles so act cute!
ok, dun sad dun sad! hehe

2. GIFT EXCHANGE WITH THE AJC GIRLS
Venue: Crazy Ang Mo, Bishan
Who is there: Li Shan, Michelle, Jie Ying and Me!

lack of wrapping paper at home, i decided to use those photocopying paper! pengs

haha! i went shopping with shan the day before and we oreadi knew wad we were going to give for gift exchange. she told mi she wants my red belt, i told her i dun wan her gift. in the end, both of us are the unlucky one. she didnt get mine but i got hers! haha. but she got jie ying's nice namecard holder! got diamond leh! -bling bling-

3. MUILIAN'S BIRTHDAY
Venue: Fish n Co, AMK Hub
Who: Muilian and me
hehe, we ordered seafood platter for two. i onli took pics of the seafood, no humans. haha

4. DONG ZHI
Venue: My House
Who: My aunties, as i was sleeping.

5. GIFT EXCHANGE WITH MFSS GIRLS (Missing: Fungie, cuz we are getting her present too!)
Venue: Wong Kok Char Can Ting, Bugis
Who: Xiaoling, Yue Yin and me

these are our presents. so in the end, xiaoling got my present, yue yin got xiaoling's present and i got yue yin's present!

yummy yummy! we love durians!

6. XMAS DINNER WITH FAMILY
Venue: Changi Airport, T2 (Crystal Jade) and T3
Who: Ah Gong, 2 Aunty, 3 Aunty and me.

this was finally taken after countless attempts by my aunties.

im proud to be a singaporean.
the food here sucks. everything in claypot are burnt!

we are at changi airport!

1,2,3, turn and smile!

7. XMAS CELEBRATION WITH FUNGIE
Venue: Orchard
Who: Fungie and me.

we took neoprints!

my fav!

we went to watch alvin and the chipmunks! theodore is so cute!

fungie trying some hat

went hula and co to try some dresses.

we

she got my sexy red stocking!
i got her sexy black panty!

when im crazy, the camera woman trebled. haha

8. LUNCH WITH MR NICH CHUAH
Venue: NYDC
Who: Nick and me.

he think this pic is nicer than the other one. so i posted this. haha

last thing...v touched. my sec 4 student went taiwan and brought mi some taiwan snacks! so nice that she rmbred me! :)

ok all at one go...so enjoy all at one go! hohoho

MERRY XMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2007-12-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

i just went out today with the aj girls for a xmas dinner. we had a xmas exchange. i bought this xmas gift with lishan ytd at suntec. i bought a red skinny belt while she got smth interesting, a magnetic sink which allows u to 'kiap' all the paper clip.

so we were at suntec ytd and we saw this interesting stall which sells interesting pens. they make their pens into bread pattern, sushi pattern, cigarette pattern etc etc. its v creative, must be by the japanese again. i bought 3 sushi pens for my colleagues! (2 for them, 1 for myself) so happy.

then we took a cab back to amk cuz i was meetin muilian and im late.

bloody hell, the cab fare increase was HORRIBLE. the peak hrs surcharge keep increasing like nobody's business, n the erp charges are like *&^%$#@$%^&%, in the end from suntec to amk, i paid 22 bucks.

and ade said:"thats like from my hse (tanjong pagar) to the airport la!"

from amk to ntu onli 16, or 18 at most. this one is...omg!

heng i borrowed money from my auntie cuz im totally broke.

ok anway, met muilian after 1.5 years! still the same, but i think she looks skinner but she claim she hasnt. haha, ate seafood platter at fish n co and both of us are stuffing ourselves with seafood and more seafood, i think some day i will just die of cholestrol.

so happi to meet her again, still the same mui i noe. happy.

oh the day before, i attended a event with pebs and ade in zouk called : GET UR SEXY BACK

so - so la, but ok la, at least i get to go in zouk without having to pay. haha thanks ade for the invite.

and we went to eat roti prata nearby. it was so - so, consider the fact tt im hungry, its 9plus and tts my dinner. really so-so.

oh...im dating too far back. ok back to today!

we actualli wana go bottle tree village at sembawang, but its too exp. we acutalli wana go kallang leisure park for skating and eating, but many of us had no energy n it was too far. so in the end we settled for CRAZY ANG MO in bishan. i have heard of it in many food reviews and now i have finally got the chance to eat it.

i was rather smused by the owner, who is a autralian. he sells his food machiam like market like tt, no wonder call crazy ang mo. throughout our dinner, we can hear him talking so enthsiastically into the mike, bringing down his food prices when he feels like it, for instance, fish n chips at 3.90 instead for 6.90 etc.

and he will come to us n tell us hw nice his potatoes is cuz he wakes up ay 7am to peel them.

yes, i think he is crazy ang mo. -_-

food review shall come later when i have the mood. :)

oh as well as photos will come later too!

ok got to sleep as im working tml.

i haven start working on fungie's present. sharks. no time!

i haven start practising my piano pieces.

and oh one more thing. i went to sign up a performance training class in the monastry and they still need mi to go for audition! gosh, i cant sing for nuts and wad am i suppose to perform? maybe i shall back out. i can go for interview, but i just cant perform! thats why i need some training rite! -_-

n somemore its in monastry! shall i just sit and chant for them ? dots

ok good niteS!

2007-12-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

i finally n0e what i should get for fungie's bday :)

2007-12-18T14:54:00.001+08:00

taxi fare has increased and whoohoo! nobody is takingt taxi! even for mi, if i see a comfort taxi, i wont raise my hand. which is hard cuz its the biggest taxi company in spore!

i went raffles hospital yesterday to see my terrible face. oh well, sensitive sensitive. and bloody hell i spent $350 altogether! i nearly want to faint.

Consultation $85
Facial Cream $140
Acid Peel $130

i just go in let the dermatologist see see look look, write a few words and PHEW! there goes my $85! but well, i strongyl believe im in good hands n im going to get good skin, which make mi relieved.

the doctor is so popular in raffles aesthetics that i need to make appointment 2 weeks in advance. n i have seen my colleagues having such a rosy skin which make mi so envious since she used to have a v lousy skin.

talking about the acid peel, the doctor applied some acid on my face, which is quite painful and the nurse will clean it away. it will leave mi peeling for a week, something like change skin and getting rid of all the wrinkles, blackhead, white head and wadever. so im quite happi when my skin start to peel, means im getting new skin! ok i sounded like snake! yupz.

going to see them again b4 chinese new year.

2007-12-14T09:12:00.000+08:00

ok, i have been warned by somebody to quickly remove the youtube video if not the person will smack my buttock. haha, and since this template has no archives, so i shall blog about smthg and noone can see the video anymore. but GOOD THINGS MUST SHARE MAH! haha

internship information is out and my teacher in charge is andrew duffy. oh well, he is good la, tts wad i heard though i have took his modules twice, but i nv think he is tt great. but anyway, thats nt the point. the point is, ade said lexicon will be paying her $700 a mth!! and for mine, self source, but the same company, the company onli pays mi $600 per mth. dun ask mi to suibian and kan de kai ok, 100 bucks is worth alot for students.

somehow they treat old intern n new intern differently. or perhaps they think tt i came from some engineering faculty.

my boss is away and wont be back next week, and she will be so busy next week tt i dun think she will give a damn, which leaves mi to dunno-wad-to-do.

next week is gona be hectic week cuz i got all my timing screwed up. totally.

for one, i need to meet muilian as her bdae is coming and i haven meet her for like 2 yrs?

then im also going to raffles hospital to see doctor on monday.

tue and fri i am working but deadline is coming so i may have to work OT or work another day.

wed im going for filming with lishan and we said we wana go zhou chong qing drama performance but i think botgh of us are qquite broke, no money to buy tix yet.

thur im having piano lesson though its hari raya haji but gd thing is i got no tennis and im meeting aj clique to go gai gai! im sure michelle will come up with a nice place n know the way there*grinz*

and a FYP group ask mi to help them in their drama production which most of the timings i cant make it but i have to go for at least one cuz at least i can learn somethings and use it for my FYP.

oh and tues nite im going zouk to attend a event with ade.

and i need to arrange two days next week for tuition for my A Maths boy.

CAN U SEE HOW MESSY I AM?

besides the confirmed dates, i dunnoe when should i
1. meet muilain
2. help the fyp group
3. arrange tuition

this is frustrating. :S

on a happier note, xmas is coming! :)

EDIT:
1. met evelyn today finally. good to see her. she always make me so happy :)
2. talk to ting today after so long. feel so good tt she is living well and happy :)

2007-12-12T16:16:00.000+08:00

went to this LOVELY PLACE for dinner the other day! u guys should go and try it too! :)

2007-12-12T13:39:00.000+08:00

2007-12-09T17:27:00.000+08:00

RANDOM!

my 2008 organiser which costs a BOMB!

Inside:

The thing which i am busy with lately：

What's coming up:
-participation of a ch8 prog buzzing cashier by kym ng and quan yi feng.

2007-12-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

i just finished watching a korean show, My Girl.
it's damn nice la!

compare ok.
devil beside you -> i cried twice only
my Girl -> i cried 4 times

win? win. haha.

ok another factor is the male actor is handsome la. haha

aiya he is just yandao. and he is quite young leh! 1981...

pengz

2007-12-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

Updated my food blog regarding the prima deli food poisoning accident

spent my monday and tuesday in office. havent been working full time for quite some time. looking at so many words and press releases for the past 2 days, i nearly wana VOMIT. really.

but well, i guess being in the media industry is like that. when xmas is not even drawing near, i must put myself in the chinese new year mood and i have start to write about yu sheng and wad not. haha

and i just attended a media party last night at M hotel. sometimes i really hate these media lunch or media party. u see how PR and marketing pple talk to anyone and everyone machiam like they know the person for 10 yrs when they just knew each other 1 minute ago. especially when during media lunch u see some PR people so stuck up yet act so friendly. come on la so obvious. these lunches are making mi constipate.

but well. im still loving every part of my job. meeting new people, tasting new food and great bunch of colleagues!

its time for me to really make a nice and professional namecard...its so tiring telling people:"sorry i dont have a card"

oh wells, thank god i only work for 2 days a week, its so tiring! IM GETTING OLDER! boo!

woke up late today but im still very tired. it has been raining the whole day and i just laze around, trying to practise my piano and most importantly stuck in front of the tv watching a nice korean show, MY GIRL!

okay...i know im slow yes im slow! but well, i m watching it...AND IT'S NICE! SUPER NICE! prolly cuz the main actor is SHUAI la...bimbotic me. wadever. haha.

but well something ugly happened today. grandaddy fell down while he went down to get dinner and injured his hand. he was bleeding badly, very badly. it kinda freak me out and we headed to the clinic as soon as dinner was done. and doctor gave him 2 injections and did 4 stiches. gosh, it reminded me of the time when my lips got the stitches.

it must be really painful.

and i wanted so much to tell somebody my fear....but NO ONE SWITCH ON THEIR HP!

wads the point of having a hp?

perhaps next time when i am about to die and i couldnt find anyone to save me.

i seriously hate it ok
hate the fact tt grandaddy is always so careless
hate the fact tt when there are problems i couldnt find anyone.
hate the fact tt everyone is so busy with work
and hate the fact tt im always the one who has to deal with all these alone.

i dont believe wad lishan has said lo. im sorry.

time and again, it is always like tt

when im running a fever in funan centre, i cant reach anyone and nobody is free to take mi to the doctor.
when grandaddy is hospitalised, im always the one visiting him b4 work, after work and took leave from work, packet dinner for everyone and wadever. and when he is in hospital, my most closest aunty can tell mi she is working overtime and reaches the hospital like 830pm when visiting hrs have ended.
when grandaddy hurt his hands, i couldnt find anyone to inform, i dunnoe wad to do.

and all i have is a ignorant aunty who is fucking busy with work
a aunty who has alot of activities
a mummy who only know how to question why why why and self frantic but useless

im tired.

now im so scared of internship next year. i will be busy at work and i wont be at home to take care of grandaddy, not tt i noe how to but u noe at least somebody is around when things happened.

and if i stil continue with a lot of tuitions, i will end up treating my hse as hotel.

and speaking of tt...

sometimes i just feel that when u are not so capable, dont take so many things and do it yourself. sometimes it will just pissed people off without knowing. i noe u are somebody with strong view points, somebody who knows wad to do, somebody with planning...but oh wells, trying to cope with so many things is simply impossible and if u realli want to do well, u shld do sthmg abt it. sometimes its difficult to draw a line between friends and acquaitances.

ok i shall not elaborate further.

and i just receive a sad news.

fungie just informed mi tt a secondary school chinese teacher has passes away due to cancer. 53 yrs old onli. hai, life is so short.

it's a tiring day today.

[UPDATE]

OH I FORGOT TO COMPLAIN.
bloody hell, damn the taxi companies and singapore government.
with all the ERP charges like 24 hrs, the CBD charges which is ridiculous, and now the TAXI COMPANIES WANT TO INCREASE TAXI FARE!
wahlou everyone sit at home la.
taxi is a public transport and now we are discouraged to take public transport.
ok i noe i owas take taxiesp when going to school.
THATS Y I WANT TO COMPLAIN LA.
ERP is really too ridiculous, 830 pm people all want to go home still charge, go home from town oso charge, peak hours also charge, imagine once i hop into taxi oreadi 2.5+4+1+1+1.5 = 10!!!

(*&^%$#$%^&*&^%$#$%^&*&^%

2007-11-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

I went duck tour with fungie today! it was so FUN! We went iciban to eat, walked the fountain of wealth, shopped around and went to try out the new stall called waffle cottage.

We ordered their couple fondue for just SGD$14.90. and there is a pot of hot chocolate, bananas, sour strawberry, mashmallows, 5 mini scope of ice-creams and waffles!

nice music, nice ambience, nice place to chill out, and u can even decorate some post-sticks and paste on the wall. but its rather a small place. hmmm, perhaps i can do a food tour about the different waffles in spore! we took crazy photos!

wow suntec realli changed alot...

we even think the mirror is nice! haha
and our duck tour!

today wadever i do, im slower than fungie..especially when we were trying clothes...thats because...

haha! ok...end here...tml i will be a studious gal...i hope! hehe

2007-11-29T12:44:00.000+08:00

I seriously think that my lappy has some virus again cuz i am having trouble loading internet explorer and it takes 7 minutes to connect. Thinking that i have stored too many things in the slow lappy, i decided to discard alot of my stuff which includes the whole semesters works! haha. perhaps the 301 lecture notes are taking too much space. but...

After clearing stuffs from my lappy,

IT'S STILL SLOW!

alrights...forget about it for a moment. after finishing my exams, i have forgotten to exclaim it in my blog!

so here it goes:

I HAVE FINALLY FINISH ALL MY FUCKING EXAMS!

cant sense the excitement? haha cuz i have already been playing b4 the last paper starts...so it's like no big deal!

but then ok la, finally i can openly shop without feeling a little guilty! haha
and i reallie did shop!

on the day when my last paper ends, rj and i headed to town to get muffin's present. ALONG THE WAY, i bought:

1. One BIG Eeyore at $29.90
2. One 2008 Organiser at $37.50

yes i know i sounded crazy. i mean why spend so bloody much in the organiser right? but its really very pretty! with all the disney characters! so i just bought it.

but one bad thing is the organiser starts from 1 jan 2008 and my schedule is damn messy for nov and dec and it means i cant use it as yet and have to wait till 1 jan 2008. its a LONG WAIT...

with tuition, tuitions and MORE tuitions coming up in dec, work starting in dec and piano lesson starting TODAY...i will have a hard time trying to remember them all. and i just dont wan to dirty my nice calender as yet.

oh just a update of what i have been doing...for the past few weeks, i was mugging, whil watching two movies: lust caution & enchanted. i was busy mugging while going to different places with lishan to eat, for eg: from woodlands library travel all the way to tpy to eat kway chap. haha.

after exams ended on mon, i went shopping as stated above. and on tues, we celebrated muffin's birthday in the evening after i went for a workout in the afternoon!

Happy Birthday MUFFIN!

cuz she loved eating muffins, so i decided to buy her muffins as her 'bday cake'

ok u must be wondering whats this right. cuz i found the in-extinguishable candle which i bought for brian's bday and decided to use for muffin but i guess i kept it too long and with just a small blow, muffin blew out the candle. so i was trying my best to make it light up again. but i FAILED. haha

was in a rush that day, trying to go amore and maple that i nearly forgoten abt making her a card! so ya...

what's inside the card?

hope u like it! :)

i love the xmas lighting in orchard at night! :)

going for piano lessons in 1 hrs time and im quite stressed and frantic due to the previous teacher. hai...better practice more laters.

oh i must make namecard already! hai dun understand y la. i m like the oldest intern there liao..next yr when i finish my internship in june, i m already in the company for ONE YEAR OK! and why cant they just make mi a company namecard. now i have to make myself..if not the hotel pple thinks tt im just going for food tasting for the sake of eating (which is true la)...but...u noe...must be more professional and wadever la...

BUT IM CHILDISH AT HEART LEH! and u see the namecards i make:

childish right? yes i admit i am

but that's me! haha....i m not happy with the following which i have found from a printing company and thats y till now i dont want to print:

yes la they look more professional...but should u print smth tt represents u more? haha...

i dunnoe la...if i give those childish name cards to hotel pple hur...im just scared i wan sia suay my company..

but...V NICE RIGHT!?!? haha...

ok....please vote!

TO ALL WHO IS READING MY BLOG(I KNOW WHO YOU ARE):
PLEASE VOTE THE NICEST NAMECARD AND TAG IT!

while writing this post, i received a sms from fungie saying tt YES 93.3FM is playing our bloggers song! omg....

now we really get POPULAR... haa

to view:
www.xiejiafa.blogspot.com (the DJ who play it in the radio)

ok...thats all for now...

friday: going facial, going out with fungie.
saturday: going out with lishan
sunday: going out with mama?

yoohoo! and i will start work next week!

2007-11-25T13:07:00.000+08:00

in total NO MOOD to study. i have been camping in libraries for the whole weekends but im doing everything and anything except studying. i think sumtimes its a good thing to cramp everything together...u study till wana puke but at least after it, it will be alright. look at this ridiculous paper which existed at the middle of nowhere...i have lost the momentum to pick up my books. now im starting my momentum to....STONE, RELAX AND EXERCISE!

thank god its gona end on monday.

and i have started the GAME.

cute right? i love it! hehe

2007-11-23T13:24:00.000+08:00

With one more paper left, i have start to plan my holidays and 2008 schedule.

Next year, i will be doing my 6mths internship at 色香味, which means i wont be in school!
alrights, i shall be a good and hardworking intern and get the BEXT INTERN AWARD! haha, or does this award even exist? whatever it is, i do have other plannings besides the fact that i still GIVE TUITION! -_-

actually im getting sick of it. and come to think of it, since im earning 600 per mth from 2008 onwards, why should i still work so much to earn more? that's dumb. and lishan did warn me that i will be v tired after working, so i dun think i have the energy to go for tuition at night.

and of course, i hope my sat and sun is free for rest and shopping and EXERCISE. Exercise is IMPORTANT especially im working in a food magazine. but well, got tuition on sunday. :(

sometimes i really think that colleagues cant be good friends forever. i mean, if one day i tell chris i dont want to work for renena anymore, i bet we will never be that close again. i mean there wont be hatred, but the fact that she will be busy with schoolwork and centre, and i will be busy with other funny stuffs, makes both of us so busy that we may just lose touch with each other.

if i were to tell her i realli dont want to give tuition anymore....haha...

frankly, i prefer PRIVATE TUITION.
cuz its realli not easy to cope with so many students of different standards altogether. hai

anyway, im looking for a private piano teacher who is good.
how to define good?
just one criteria:
MAKE MI LEARN SONGS IN THE SHORTEST TIME POSSIBLE FOR BUSY STUDENT LIKE ME WHO NEVER BOTHER TO TOUCH MY PIANO AT ALL.

tough isnt it?
piano is all about practising and here i am looking for a genius who can make mi a pianist without mi practising? haha

ok i noe im absurd.

but i have stopped lessons and im dying to complete till grade 8!
have 3 recommended teachers in mind. shall start learning back my piano when december comes! and that will probably take up my saturday morning.

and then, actualli i realli realli want to go back to learn more abt buddha and chant.
i mean i dont want to lose touch and i want it to be my religion. and perhaps i can apply it if i canot find a bf and wants to be a nun next time -_-"

ok....i noe i noe....

butbut, i realli want to spend a day doing smth for my religion?

i m browsing through many websites now and these are the things i hope i can do:

1. go for group chanting/meditation every sunday. sounded like church service huh? pengz....BUT I CANT DO IT! cuz i m having tuition. ok...now u noe why im so reluctant? http://www.dabei.org.sg/03_02sunday.html

2. continue learning about buddhism and properly go for exam. :)
i mean, maybe next time im jobless, i can be those sunday school dharma teachers. hehe...
but no la, i wan learn properly and correctly buddhism in a serious manner. i didnt complete my last training lessons last yr cuz i was so caught up in school and return journey makes mi so tired tt i wana go home. so i hope throughout my internship, i can spend one night studying it.
http://www.kmspks.org/culture/dya_yac.htm

3. taking part in buddhist youth artist club. you noe aging population in spore makes most devotees aunties and uncles and im always the youngest in a buddhist class or even chanting session. so good that they are opening up this performance training class in 2008 and i can mix with people of my age who has the same religion as mi as well as perform! i mean thats smthg tt i love doing? acting...performing...dancing...but then i didnt do enough in school cuz the casting calls are all in school and i have left for home liao....haha...and drama is totally brainless and useless module. i wana perform for people and perhaps let people noe more about buddhism through our performance?

wow....such a lengthy emotion outburst.

of cuz...this is not the end.

in march, i hope to take up numerology lessons with peter ong with i have missed for 3 years. i dunnoe why somehow we are not fated cuz i owas missed it due to sudden school commitments, tuition or money not enuf. but i realli hope to use my internship money to learn frm him.

which leads mi to another point. set up a online shop! jo was suggesting of mi doing some online tarot cum astro cum numero readings for locals and they just need to transfer a small sum of money and i will do a reading for them and send to them. i mean i realli think its a GOOD IDEA! but i seriously have lose touch with it liao...perhaps i shall go for a advance certification? haha...

but i do agree u noe...people always sae that sooner or later u will get the hang of it. i started thinking it was so hard and i have to refer to books but cant rationalise why is this like tt...just like the 1st time when i tried doing reading for fungie at lido, i dunnoe wad im saying and its like im smoking through...so i chuck my tarot cards aside and didnt bother. but when i decided to go for certification and get in touch with it again, i feel tt i do have the 'power'...not those austin power la but u noe i m more coherent and confident.

haven touch it for like 6 mths? perhaps now i touch it again, i will be EXPERT! haha

if peter ong's numero class fails again, i will go back to renee for advance tarot! :)
back up plan u see haha

talking abt this, i thought of ade coming to lexicon for internship! yeah she is lucky girl...get to eat good food for lunch everyday hur... haha

and talking abt ade, links mi to camera! haha...
if i have the time, i hope i can take up photography lessons too! i mean its realli a good pay job, look at ade, shui bian shui bian take a few photos and she earns more than me -_-"

ok la not shui bian shui bian but u noe...still...haha

jo has look out for photography lessons at objectifs...and the nex lesson starts in jan...but everyone has to get a SLR...dun realli wana spend tt money to get tt leh.

still considering....

wad else...

oh! i wana continue doing rubber stamping! so i will spend a few sat afternoons making cards with rubber stamps!

hehe...must record everything down if not i will forget.

tt reminds mi, i must buy a 2008 organiser soon

ok...wad else...(ponders)

oh! michelle!
the steady poon pi pi driver! haha

which makes mi wana learn driving!!!! but no car learn for wad right?

and of cuz...i must leave time to EXERCISE! must exercise man!

opz....hw many have i said? i think....i have 48 hrs man...

tts abt all FOR THE TIME BEING.

recap:
1. Piano
2. amore
3. pte tuition
4. sunday chanting
5. dahrma lessons
6. buddhist performance training class
7. numerology by peter
8. advance astro by renee
9. online shop
10. photography lessons
11. rubber stamp class
12. learn driving
13. buy 2008 organiser

oh one more
14. make namecard

and not forgetting...
15. maplestory - lvl 60!!!! :)

2007-11-22T11:11:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to my dearest friend, FUNGIE.

ok, i have to admit 1st, i lied to u. hehe...cuz i dun wana spoil the mood/fun b4 i blog about this :)
just when everyone is so stress about exams, including mi, i received a big A4 envelope which is placed nicely on top of my lappy.

i wondered, "Did i buy any spree clothes?"

but the envelope had written my FULL NAME -_-"
so then i wondered again, "A Love Letter?"
ok fine, i know i sounded stupid.

excitedly, i opened it...

AND I RECIEVED SOMETHING SO SWEET FROM FUNGIE!!

speechless at the moment...

除了感动，就是感动。

just when i am stressed for exams,
just when i am not loved by my aunty anymore,

fungie is there.
just a piece of paper,
but it leaves mi with lots of love and care.

it then reminded mi of the times when we exchanged letters during sec school,
talking about the guy we crush, the gossips we share...
it has been a long time since i last receive such a heart-warming letter from a friend :)

fungie is there when my grandma pass away
fungie is there when i broke up
fungie is there when i need help with school projects
fungie is there when i feel bored and need sb to talk to
fungie is there when i need a shopping partner
fungie is there when during xmas
fungie is there to take photos with mi in hk disneyland
fungie is there when ah gong was hospitalised
fungie is there to give mi the greatest present during my 21st

fungie is there, no matter wad happens...

let mi count...8 years of friendship
from the very very 1st day in mfss...right till now...

different school, different class did not make our hearts distant

aren't i fortunate?

This friend must be treasured and kept forever.

Thank you fungie for always being there :)

this must definitely be posted
它成为我生命里最感动的一页。。。

Mummy always tell me: 谁都会忘记你，Meiling一定不会。她是唯一一个会永远记住你的生日的人。

谢谢你，美玲 :)

2007-11-21T13:14:00.001+08:00

轰动全球的《色，戒》完整版终于在本地放映了。早在几个月前正式成为21岁大人的我怎么能错过呢？就当我在为考试做紧锣密鼓的准备时，决定忙里偷闲，与朋友到Lido欣赏这深受好评的电影。

真奇怪，为什么只在位于市区里的电影院播放？Hello，宏茂桥也有21以上的成人咯！

第一次看了一部R21的戏，进去的时候充满兴奋感，
出来后才明白，其实这些床头戏增加了整部戏的美感。若缺少了任何一部分，我想也很难被感动。

是的，我被感动了。

很多时刻，王佳芝与易先生彼此眼神的交流，让我动心，有那种一切尽在不言中的感受。

因为爱国，因为反日，而想企图暗杀汪精衛政府要员──易先生。本想色诱易先生，而从中设下暗杀圈套的王佳芝，在过程中产生了感情。

这不时让我想问：是因为性才有爱吗？

由于在日日艰巨的工作中，信任变成了一种很大的困扰。在王佳芝身上，易先生找到了能够让他放心抒解的管道，所以他防人之心漸漸地向王佳芝放松，最后更不惜巨资，为王佳芝购买名贵的粉紅鵝蛋钻石。不幸的是，参与谋杀行动的团员，已经佈局于钻石店外。

其实让我最感动的部分便是在如此关键时刻，王佳芝为爱不忍心下手，向易先生发出警告。

还真的蛮感动的。我想现实生活也很难有如此的真爱。信念的不同却能擦出火花。真的很可贵！

《色，戒》的各个银幕一直在我脑海里打转。
从开头到结尾，真的很震撼！

看过了吗？
有空的话，不如去欣赏这部震撼的作品吧！

2007-11-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

just came back from tennis today...
i dunoe why c.c instructors are all old old naggy naggy kind
tennis is a sport...and by right more shld be focused on playing...and correcting ur movements from there..
but this old instructor tok for 1.5 hrs, left 30 mins let us hit ball
poor jo, wadever she do the instructor not happie...keep correcting her..

AND ONCE AGAIN, I HAVE THREW 2 BALLS OUT OF THE TENNIS COURT!

WAHLOU EH! history have repeated itself again! -_-"
i muts have eaten too much before the session.

anyway, went back office cuz my tennis session is at kampong glam cc which is just beside my office...
so happie to see my colleagues again..
i mean amidst all the stress when deadline arrives, its enjoyable workin with them! :)
well, tml marks the opening of the food fest in expo and hw i wish i cld go and help..u noe like...part of the team...
but unfortunately, hai, got to mug for exams...

and especially when...
I SLEPT MY DAY AWAY TODAY!
Woke up at 9am...instead of 8am
then fell asleep while reading the digital tv notes so i took a long long afternoon nap..
woke up, eat dinner and left the house play tennis..

WELL DONE MISS OW!

AND
i am going to celebrate michelle's bdae and watch pillowman (drama) on sat
which means goodbye saturday

bought a gift for mich ystd with shan...
aiyo..we stay in the shop trying to figure out which one does michelle likes?
and by the time we pay and left the shop, its already like close to 10pm!

michelle, are u tempted to n0e wads ur present!? haha

i am losing the motivation and energy to study
its like so hard, so many things...

301 is so clueless, its 50% and is considered a bid deal.
yet the lecturer practically mention nth in particular...
its so hard to spot questions, and the notes are like...
omg...once i rmbr this point, i forget the other point.

and unfortunately, hc805 falls on the same day as this core.
just as i wanted to prove to the PRCs tt i can do well...
its realli 心有余但力不足

then 2 days later i will have 322, wich is 50% again...
well, i mean we have done so much for studio prodn and stuff,
and def dont wan the final exmas to pull everything done.
bt then again, its practical course, so i guess u cant realli study

haiz... nothing is perking mi up.
especially my family, no source of energy. :(

why cant my aunty get it?
i just need somebody to be there,
to hear mi out
to care for mi
like how she always does.

but why doesnt she understand?

why doesnt she understand hw i am feeling?

she is so so devoted to her bloody work that we barely see each other
we barely talk

or rather, she is so busy that she doesnt have time to hear mi out

she is so busy that she cant even afforf 3 days off to go for holidays

she onli cares about the logistics and admin work of the family

how i wish she can just pat my head, make mi a cup of honey, and encourage mi to go on
or spend a saturday with mi while i study..

but she isnt doing tt anymore
and even how angry i get over this,
she doesnt care. she is not feeling a single sorry or anything.

she doesnt eat breakfast with mi anymore
she doesnt spend her weekend with mi anymore
she doesnt bother to call mi anymore.

she just leave mi alone.
leave mi alone to get angry at myself
leave mi alone to get angry at her
get angry at everybody
get angry with the world.

alone

alone

alone.

stay together so wad?
when distances are far apart, even hw close u stay with each other, the hearts are far apart.

hw i wish i can still tell her things in school
things tt make mi sad
things tt make mi happi

but no one is free to hear mi out anymore :(

just when i thought i can depend on her when i hate daddy and mummy...

i cant...

i am a NOBODY'S CHILD.

没有力量走下去。。。
很累。。。

2007-11-14T09:14:00.000+08:00

hello everyone...was rather busy for the past few days, tried to mug, but it was so slow and dreading...

right, i have to agree that the tarot reading in the facebook is quite true for me:
Strength
Strength is a card of courage, determination and inner might. You are in a position to deal with whatever comes your way. You have reached a position of influence and no longer need to force your beliefs upon others. You are aware of the temptations that exist, but your ability to resist them is strong. Be careful not to take advantage of your power or risk becoming abusive and destructive. Listen to your inner voice and trust your instincts.

YES, STRENGTH IS WHAT I NEED!
TEMPTATIONS PLS GO AWAY!

Temptations like...
Lust caution!

went to mug with lishan ystd...
then went to eat siam kitchen at night..
i owas thought siam is some vietnamese restuarant
cuz u noe..siem reap...or is that cambodia? wahahaha
the food is ok, but the portions are so small and we thought we could share

then i finally bought my tennis racquet! yeay!!
$49.90 with a free pair of socks and wrist band.
why do i wana play tennis all of a sudden right?
i thought girl who play tennis is COOL, esp when u can wear those short nice skirt!
ok i noe im BIMBO!

my tennis lesson with jo starts this thur! -excited-
take it as a break for mi yea

but sat im going to watch pillowman with yx and ali...
and im going to celebrate michelle's bdae! wah...

die die, must try to finish 301 ASAP..
actualli i have the mood to blog,
but now thinking of 301...maybe its time for mi to go back and mug liao
oh...our mv is reaching 7000 hits! whoohoo~~

2007-11-10T20:11:00.000+08:00

woohoo~!
guess what i have done?

i have left our music video's link on the real xiaxue, mr brown and laozhabor's blog and laozhabor actualli posted about it!
http://laozhabor.blogspot.com/2007/11/video-by-ntu-students.html
and since then, more than 1000 people have viewed our MV!

it was amazin la! numbers are increasing and increasing! perhaps after this, i can get star awards -_-"

and for review today, we won the BEST MV AWARD! -_-"
thank you for supporting the laozhabor!

and u can also watch the caption story...the one which i have spent hrs and hrs on it

2007-11-09T00:49:00.000+08:00

im pretty tired after all the projects and assignments.
revision for exams have started but it has been a slow process.
today's deepavali, so shiok, woke up at 12pm. wanted to eat breakfast with my aunty initially but forget it, since she is so busy at work and expects me to wake up earlie for a earlie breakfast, and since she has no heart to eat together, why bother. i shall sleep my time away.

tired. mentally tired.
can i not study for exams!?
can i not have exams?!

*everytime we meet, i want to keep a distance from u. it's wrong. we can never be together.*

2007-11-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

FINAL STUDIO PRODUCTION

2007-11-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

自从Tip Top Curry Puff摊主因逃税而上报后，Tip Top Curry Puff的生意简直好得不得了。
现在想品尝到Tip Top Curry Puff真的不容易！

营业时间原本是到晚上9.30,
可是不管我多么早去排队，每次都是空手而归。

比如今天，本想买一个填饱肚子，
可是走到那里时，就看到助手们已准备回家了。
惊讶的是，时间是晚上7点正而已。
嗨，可怜的我，又吃不到Tip Top Curry Puff
这是我第4次的失望了！:(

原来负面影响也有好的一面。。。

Tip Top Curry Puff

Blk 722 Ang Mo Kio Ave 8 #01-2843
Opening Hours: 9.30am to 9.30pm, daily

Please Visit: Jaime-La-Nourriture

2007-11-02T20:50:00.000+08:00

it was a rather hectic week but thankfully the week has finally ended.
next week will onli need to be in school for 2 days and i can start mugging, though i think i will most probably be slacking. diao

i accepted a A Maths tuition recently which pays me $25/hr. the child fail his A Maths and he is going for a retest and if he fails again, he will have to drop this sucject which he doesnt want to.

so im working hard for him too and he is working hard for himself. hopefulli everything goes well.

i accepted it too cuz it is in woodlands, and i could study 1st and go for tuition at night. :)

and out of impulse, i signed up tennis class with jo! hoho...i m having exams on 19 nov and im going to play tennis on 12 nov to late dec. good job! haha

but excited la..u noe hw tennis players always get to wear sexy skirts? haha...
but i need a tennis racquet!

jo recommended mi to do smth which i thought was quite feasible. but it also means that i have to retouch tarot and astro again. and damn it, the whole big important files were destroyed when my computer crashed one year ago.

but nvm, i have the whole holiday to do it...:)

ok time to watch tv... no...do work! haha

Lishan's 21st Birthday

2007-10-29T22:04:00.001+08:00

PLEASE VISIT MY FOOD BLOG!

Happy Birthday Shan!

LV BAG! OMG (shan looks pretty with her new haircut!)

Can u see me? im white! haha

*toot*

i wana take foto with the late comer! haha

ALDO clutch! shiny shiny, shimmer shimmer....from jy and reen, to the pretty bday girl!

well wishes from AJC 25/03 clique.

Missing in action: BRIAN WANG

2007-10-28T00:32:00.000+08:00

went lishan's bdae party tonight, as usual brian fly kite again! :(
anyway, not important la.
important thing is: it's lishan's bday!
happie bday shan! :)
hope u like the aldo clutch! *with loves*

michelle drove mi back home.
and i got so excited over it.
well, i mean though i have been sitting in many friend's cars..
but its kinda different
cuz i noe michelle from jc! (cant imagine is FUNGIE drives mi to shopping next time! that will be much much older! i probably get overwhelmed tt i may cry in her car and exclaim:"time passed so fast!)
and its like a long time u noe..
from a wear sch uniform gal, take bus girl to now a girl who drives to attend a party
it makes mi feel I AM SO DAMN OLD LA. damnit.
and of cuz, mich looks so calm and steady that i wana go and learn.

*hey rj, im serious in learning it this time! haha*

ok i shall make this as one of my holiday programs! complete basic and advance theory and start learning!
well, actualli i have been sourcing for private teachers already! cuz sch teachers are so damn expensive la!

but sometimes i think its the way people sae that driving fees that freaks others off
i mean everytime when i ask someone:"oh hw much u learn?"
and they will tell mi 2.5K or smthg which often gives mi shock.
but come to think of it....if i learn it over, lets say, 10 mths...
one mth 200 plus...it sounded reasonable
cuz i paid tt much for my piano lessons too!
but well then agn, they cant tell u hw much they pay per mth cuz its determined by whether they wana get the lisence faster or slower.
but i did found some pte driving instructors who are cool! (or at least supported by many forums!)
better jot them here before i lost that sheet of paper:

1. Mr Tan Lai Soon 97682348
2. Mr Poh 97554561
3. Mr khoo 9797547

dunoe why, good intructors seems to be living in places like ubi, bukit batok and bukit gombak. perhaps theres lesser cars there and they practise their own driving skills everyday! diao...

but well, plans are plans. they got to wait till exams are over..which is like....ARRIVING IN 3 WEEKS TIME?!!?

and damn, wad have i got here?
i have got the bloody interview feature, the scriptwriting commentary and the studio prodn tt needs to be completed.
and i officially ends sch at the first week of nov.
bloody hell, the school thinks we are so smart and can study in 2 weeks time?
or they think we onli take 1 mod per sem?
opz... did i just whine abt the same thing again!
and i forgot i got to do my drama as well.

i dun think im going to do well in drama this time la.
this teacher is so slack, doesnt give a damn
and of cuz, it doesnt motivate mi to go for his lessons.
he says 30% goes to journal writing
but crap, he doesnt have a final performance, and i dunnoe hw are we graded.
and somehow he got kinda pissed for mi missing lessons
but hey i have been more regular than DIYA, clara, ishani blah blah blah
and why does he owas take it tt i m skipping ALOT MORE LESSONS THAN THEM?
i mean, seriously la! i didnt go 3 times onli!
1st time i was realli SICK. i got 2 days MC to show him la!
2nd time ok i pon. cuz alicia and yanxuan not going, so i dun feel like it too. haha
3rd time ok i pon cuz i wana cut my stupid hair but i cant get a cab and in the end slack my time away in school.
3 times! rah...

anyway i hope i can have more breather next week cuz there will be no more elective lectures and radio fusion, which means im freer next wed and fri.
hopefulli i can complete my scriptwriting commentary by wed, after the class,
try to do all my drama journals b4 friday
oh ya damn, nearly forget abt the stupid interview feature. i was thinking of skipping tutorial this time round and spend my time working on it. but stupid rite?
no la, it was just an excuse cuz its lishan's bdae!
and i wanted a rest
ok i noe NO LINK cuz wad has her bdae gotto do with mi ponning? EXCUSE!

as for studio production...FUCK IT. haha

perhaps i will just start reading my notes tml and complete my commentary and edit my interview and write my journal?
oh crap i noe i wont be able to finish them.

anyway, it was hectic and busy day today
as i woke up in the morning, overslept!
then i had to take a cab to sunshin plaza to print!
the printer uncle say fungie damn cute...-_-"
but then he was wasting my bloody time listening to phone and printing other stuff and talking to mi telling mi how cute fungie was...
i kinda diam diam cuz hello uncle, im late for my another event can!

and he said i NIAO cuz i printed on the cheapest paper quality
wahlou eh, u think lao niang print money isit!?
one A3 colour printing is like 1.20 cheapest n im printing like 22 pieces!

heck him, after finishing, i rush down to cooking demo at shangrila hotel organised by sxw.
kevin is the photographer this time cuz ade will be shooting for a bigger proj tml
jo was saying kevin dunnoe hw to capture shots...
well, seriously kevin is much more experienced that ade...
and i cant comment much cuz im kinda scared to be scolded by him.

and this was one the best workshops i have attended so far!
i was persuading my mum to get mi a long biao bird nest at 53 bucks
its damn cheap cuz outside they are selling 65 bucks.
but mummy refused n say its exp.
and i was mummling to jo:"hope mummy win the lucky draw (which is $200 worth of bird nest pdts)"

AND SHE REALLY WON!
I was screaming behind, she was shocked.
that was the best luck draw prizes amg many other few.
but then i think i shldnt get so excited over it
cuz i forgot tt i m part of the worker and readers may think tt we game up to win the bird nests.
but too late.

so happily, i brought my 200 worth of bird nests prdts home. hohoho! im a happy woman

pdts of lishan's bday party will be posted later cuz i havent gt the fotos from her

and ...SERENE! omg long time nv see ur tag!! hw are u neh! wahlou eh, we keep saying we wana go out and it has ben 2 YEARS and we are not OUT! -_-"

i shall sleep my hearts out tonite. :)

A Twisted Tale yet Untold

2007-10-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

If you think you know Snow White
You have not heard this tale before

Cause unlike the one you’ve always known
This story’s set in Singapore

A woman of white with hair so black
A woman so dark with hair of white
Both unaware of the other one
Oblivious to each other’s plight

The girl of white, loved by many
Still wept every night before bed

For in her one-room flat she sleeps
So days she loved, the nights she dread

She prayed to God every single night
That she may one day find a man
But more than that she wished for wealth
And a bungalow, private land

The woman so dark, scorned by many
Her hardened heart left in the cold

Yet her beauty gave her needed peace
Though it did fade as she grew old

With Woffles Wu she tried to live
But botox had its share of trials

And so she made a vow to die

Until her beauty once more found

Then the woman of dark finally saw
The chance to steal the life adorned
Through wise words of her mirror true

And thus a plan began to form
By the bite of an unknown fruit
The girl so white must choke to death

Then only will the woman’s fate renew
For girl’s beauty then be in her breath

So did it arrive, that fateful day
When the girl of white did hear
A knock upon her lonely gates

And saw the dark lady appear

With false offering of friendship
Came too of pure envy and hate
Still the one of white could not resist

But take a bite of the other’s fate
The woman of dark had promised her

A life of wealth and private property
That with a bite of the prickly fruit

So will it end her poverty

How does it taste, how does it taste?
The other asked, fate durian made
With a sigh the girl’s ghost replied
It tastes so red, it tastes so red

2007-10-22T09:57:00.000+08:00

one hectic week is finally over. its now the beginning of a more hectic one.
with most assignments handed in last week, and a test which could have scored a A,
but too many things to do and i had no time to study. :(

this week, other than the 324 assignment, have to start doing caption story and finish up all SXW stuffs. its stupid to have school at this timing when exams are starting in 3 weeks' time? University thinks that we have 56 hours. -_-"

i spend my 1st half of the saturday at home. woke up at 12pm, felt so happy that i can sleep this late!

how nice if i can wake up at 12pm, eat lunch with ah gong and then head for town to go shopping with friends! but instead... i have to stay at home to finish up all the crap assignments and read 301!!! boo! :(

just as i was bored to death, i decided to ask chris to go kbox! anw she was feeling sucky that day and since im bored to death and dreads doing work today, i ask her out for kbox and sang our hearts out! happy happy~~

reach home at 930pm -_-"
then i decided to go chris's house and camp the whole night!

YOOHOO!~ GIRLS' NIGHT OUT!

the rest of the night was spent slacking, watching tv, talking and eat mcdonalds at 430am in the morning! then we slept at 630pm and have to go for tuition at 9am! well done!

but tuition has finally ended!! happy!!! all the bext to my students! :)

anyway, came home damn shag...but i completed my 301 report editing and 324 assignment. have to start focusing on the caption story and feature interview.

no photos leh...always didnt have the chance to take a foto with my newly permed hair.
hormonal inbalance -> fat!
its okay, everything will be fine abt 26 nov, which is the last day of exam! -dance-

of cuz i have plans wen holidays start:
1. prepare fungie's bday present!
2. buy some nice clothes so that i can wear during my internship next year.
3. go back fitness first and aim for 46kg!
4. continue learning my rubber stamping.
5. continue take up buddhist lessons every sunday morning.
6. continue taking piano lessons!
7. go c.c and take up some dance lessons?
8. go holiday with eve and spend my xmas elsewhere!

i see a prominent increase in the number of ladies getting bald on the streets. its scary as i can see their thin layer of hair on the head and thinks that maybe i will become like that next time with so much perming, dying n rebonding!

must start getting some save-the-hair pdts le!

2007-10-18T10:12:00.000+08:00

It's mid october, exams is going to start approx one month after and i haven even start any of my bloody revision. Lishan was wondering why do i get so gan chiong and theres still time, but thinking of our crazy professors who sets funny questions, i dont want to get any Cs nor Ds again.

is it always a trend for my school to slack and work hard when school is going to close? there will always be big projects at the end of the semesters and assignments due around this time, which always make us very drained.

although ruojing is in the same group as mi for cs 322, and she will be reading it, i shall continue whining and i think she will agree to some of it.

this bloody module is ending like in beginning of nov, which is one week away from exam, and the exam weighs 50%! wtf right. i noe i have said this before but i seriously seriously think that we have spent too much time and effot in doing the studio production.

and the fact that there are always so many meetings and filming outside school time..omg its crazi.

a 3 minute music video needs:
- ALL OF US to join the recording
- ALL OF US to go down and film
- needs SECOND filming

AND ALL THESE ALWAYS END LATE IN THE NIGHT.

well, to be frank i seriously DREAD all of them all.
and people who is used to be close to us suddenly becomes stranger.
and as usual, i owas act the role of some lao zha bor who owas dress stupidly.

anw, photos are here:

aunty saw them and commented that i was cute! -_-"我是娱乐的工具Lor..
of cuz la, who will be willing to take up this shit character and make urself looks ugly?
chris saw the photos and commented something which makes me pretty upset for quite a while. not upset with her but come to think of it, it's really quite true.

ok come to ruojing's one...
a 3 minute continuity story needs her to film 2 days with so many different locations.

oh wells, this one still okay cuz she 'hires' actors from outside and im there to be sort of abit welfare-abit errand runner-abit slacker...

but thinking that the equipment is so huge and we always need yongtian to drive them around, yongtian is feeling so stressed that he wants to opt out for caption story.
and he needs to get yanxuan to tell mi about it. well done. so i have to find people last minute to help mi with caption story.

and if nobody is going to help, i shall not do it.

oh gosh...im getting stressed up....:(

*****

on a lighter note, i have permed my hair on tuesday and i really wana cut it and the hair stylist ask his helper to bring mi the tongs to curl my hair.

i think maybe i really got the looks to get my hair permed.
as usual, aunty said i look more mature.
but good mah.
if i do it when im young now, i look more mature,
when i grow older, i cant possibly perm my hair to look OLDER.
so when i grow old, i have to have straight or short hair.
cannot perm liao.
so now must perm more.

*****

and i went jie ying's bdae party last friday in smu
photos:

wow, taekwando cake!

beware, funny things ahead:
there was no music and no sound

u wana cut my precious hair?

hear mi sing leh!

save us!

dont run away with my balloons!!

ah! i scared!

*****

2007-10-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

唐育书 & 曾诗梅：婚礼

2007-10-12T16:59:00.000+08:00

do u belive in destiny? sometimes, its difficult not to believe in it.

i so wanted to skip drama today as i m going jie ying's bdae and i dont want to be doin all those funny exercises with a short skirt.
oh well, i admit la, its just plain laziness.

but then again. i wanted so much to cut my hair today, and to relax abit cuz i noe i will be damn busy over the weekends doing filming.

over at the radio booth, i had been asking rj to choose left hadn or right hand for me.
adn i even toss the one dollar coin to determine if i should skip.

and well, 90% of the results is: I SHOULD GO.

but u noe, soemtimes, i jsut want to be strong headed and go against the god's will.

i skip drama, happily booking my hair appointment.
and went back cs to help them load camera.
after loading finish, i even went to nie...and then i decided yes i shall not go.

so in the end, i persuaded yan xuan. and she went backl room
guess wad, i wanted take a cab down. it was 4.05pm. bloody hell, i waited for the cab till 4.40pm.
and there was no cab. my appointment was at 430pm. so angry la.

in the end, i dunnoe where to go, wad to do. go home, also not here not there.
n here i am, in acrc blogging. damnit la
such a waste of time for mi.

anyways, i have drew conclusions abt some tings...

u noe sometiems 1st impression is really wrong. some people may view the person as unfriendly or demanding when the person is actually not. and it really need time to understand the person and know that the person is a very nice person. but well, some just didnt bother to use the time to understand.

on the other hand, i think sometimes if a person dont know me well enough, my look may give them a stuck up look or even people thinks that im dao or wadever. but please dont ever draw that conclusion til u have known me better. i think i m the friendliest or the chirpiest human being lah. -pui- yes i noe. but the point is, if u dunnoe me well enough and draw such stupid conclusion abt mi, im fine. anyway, thats wad u think. but if u were to say ur thoughts and influence others, i would really consider that, in a crude way, bad-mouth. and if ur bad mouth has caused a change in relationship between my friends and i, then i really think u are a bitch.

oh wells, i dun think its nice to say the name out but i noe some who read my blog noes the person.

the 1st comment doesnt apply to me, just a feeling of how others view some other people. but the second one , yes im talking some weird people. lagi worse, act so fake in front of others.

ok, shant comment further.

seeing her makes mi puke. dunnoe why there are this kind of people in the school.

2007-10-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

have been tempted to blog but owas wana wait till more people completes my test..
its amazing to look at the questions tt u guys ans wrongly.

esp this one:
during a fire, what is the 1st thing i would grab?

i think i must have been commenting too much about my beloved minnie mouse that almost everyone thinks that i will grab it. oh well, come to think of it....

if i was rational, i will take my certificates.
if i was sentimental, i will definitely run with my minnie mouse.

perhaps i should be minnie mouse as the answer cuz i dont think i will be calm enuf to think where the hell did i put my certs.

anyway, this this week and next week is driving mi real crazy. with ALOT of assignments to hand in next week, and all of them undone...

cs322 filming to be done! omg, it is now that i realise why i wan to be in EBM and why i hate EBM so much at time. i love it when i m in studio, quite passionate about it. i get to learn alot of things...although basically i only tried PA or director only....but i learn alot.

but of cuz, u need to film and shoot packages to make the whole program. thank god i didnt volunteer myself to be involved. of wells, looking at how much work these guys are putting in, soemtimes i really think that im not a responsible gal cuz i didnt help. but then again, i knew i really dun like to be filming.

and i think the main reason is: geminis people 怕麻烦.

sometimes, looking at how much each of them are working hard put a 3 mins thing together...the planning, the scheduling, the discussion, the late-nites, the sacrifices...i think its really dumb for the school to be only giving a 20% shit for this whole project la. we students are working doubly hard for these pkgs just to earn that 20%. or perhaps, its becuz we got strong competition tat makes us feel motivated to make everything better than others?

anyway, back to my love for studio and hate for filming, but i still tried to help out la. after all, its a group project rite?

but then seriously lo, u throw mi a book to ask mi do editing in a suite or record sound, also better than filming!

aiya, just dont like the fact to be under a hot sun. dont like that fact that how much effort we put in, we are still sucky.

thats my point of whining la.

anyway, its super tiring and im super to be doing some assignments but i ended up blogging. shits.

fortunately all my tuitions have kinda ended, and i have finished the most heavy assignment for the magazine...so must start working hard for school.

wed celebrated xiaoling's bdae
fri celebrating jie ying's bdae.
sat filming.
sun filming.

when do i have the fucking time to do my script?

2007-10-05T23:24:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here　

2007-10-05T01:48:00.000+08:00

JO'S WEDDING @ SPRING COURT

是的，是的！恭喜恭喜！
现在不可以乱乱看了哦！

那一天，来到位于牛车水的永春园

食物有点disappointing。冷盘也没怎么样，有尝到龙虾肉。。特别？

可能他们不想杀那么多鲨鱼，所以鱼刺里根本看不到sharkfins的痕迹。

很少有机会在宴席里可以吃到烤猪。味道还不错，不会太油腻，也蛮香脆哦！

这个赞！新鲜，味道也刚刚好，不会觉得虾儿们太醉！-_-"
至于其他的嘛。。。还好啦！

Food Rating: 6/10

谈完正经事，现在来看看那天的情况！

Jasmine & Me!

新娘漂亮leh!

Angela Jie Jie & Me!

主编和我！我们像母女吗？嘻嘻。。

我们是个大家庭！

高贵又精美的Gobi巧克力！这是Jo姐姐的最爱！

在此，祝你们永结同心、早生贵子！

2007-10-04T23:39:00.000+08:00

to be in a service line means that u have to put on a friendly look every minute, every second. and seriously, sometimes i really admire the makreting and PR people who is always smiling and trying to act friendly to strangers like u have known them for years. well, of cuz, if u didnt do it well, u are regarded as fake, which is a poor thing too.

but since u are already in this industry, it would certainly mean that u have to do that. and of cuz, u got to be EXTREMELY GRATEFUL when media people tried to advertise ur shop in the magazine.

but some are just not appreciative and instead gives u trouble for that. they need u to call them to push them u reply ur email, call them to remind them to check email, and even call them everyday to ask for their fotos and profile of company. it is as if i have own them money when im so nice to do a write up for ur company without u paying a single cents.

worse, u made a special trip down and wanted to take the fotos urself cuz u are so pissed that she nv bother to send u. and all we got was we cant take fotos cuz they are not fresh. i felt so ridiculous, how can u open a eating place and tell mi the food is not fresh today? its a stupid reason. worse, u took a album and let me choose the pics...

after waiting for another 4 days, i got so fed up and called the retail manager again. and as usual, she promised she will send it by today.

i waited for 8 hours and called back this idiot and she said: OH..MY EMAIL SPOIL!

(*&^%$#@$%^&*()*&^%$#@#$%

the Frustration is BOILING....
fucking old woman, so unprofessional. may i wish that ur shop closes.

2007-09-27T00:35:00.000+08:00

went back amore on tuesday. i realli buay tahan about my growing fatter body and i need to get back my flat tummy.

but it wasnt a great workout for mi cuz i got scolded b4 i start my workout. u noe why..

cuz...

i was scolded for calling a 54 year-old aunty: AUNTY!

i went into the changing room, saw a familiar face, i was so happy, and i talked to her:"AUNTY! WOW, TODAY U WEAR TILL V PRETTY GO WHERE GAI GAI?"
i used abit of 38 cum bitchy tone la..

and the aunty immediately face turn black..so told mi tt she had told mi to call her her DA JIE...

so i kinda got scared and i told her i haven come amore for quite a few mths and forget about it.

she was fuming and say young people like mi can be so forgetful? and she say people who are in sales wont call her aunty!

then i still dumb dumb ask her where she wana go. of cuz she wont ans mi la.

and she pointed a washing towel aunty, and said:"this kind then call aunty!"

so i kinda noe i step onto her tail, i left the room quietly. of cuz she left without saying bye bye

well, u noe...i was trying to be friendly since it was my 1st day back there and i could recognise her as the onli person i have talked to...
didnt realise she took it so hard...

BUT 54 YEARS OLD REALLY AUNTY MA! WAHLOU, ITS SO WRONG TO CALL HER DA JIE LA!

ok la, anyway, i just shut up and learn smart la.
but i do feel great after the workout!

holidays are ending soon and im so busy can!

wahlou eh, i tried to study on tues, but i sleep my time away instead. tml im going with ade to film my magazine feature story. i will be visiting 5 places selling orgainc food la. hope i wont dydrate.

friday im going back to school. I DREAD IT OK
its our hol! and if u realli wan a make up, u can do it in any time of sch time ma. and hello, i live in amk! -pissed-

sat nite im going for josephine's wedding. got her present cuz i thot present would cost me lesser as compared to giving her hongbao.

in the end, the present is much more expensive! and kinda useless.. -_-"

i have printed my own namecards finally! my writer has been asking to mi print for myself cuz i owas go out for events. but i keep postponing cuz i wana wait till my internship is approved. and since its approved, so i shall get myself a nice one!

ok la, i better slp if not i cant wake up tml!

2007-09-27T00:33:00.001+08:00

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With your support, we are also donating full proceeds from the makeovers to The Body Shop - Stop Violence in the Home campaign partner, Centre for Promoting Alternatives to Violence (PAVe).

The Body Shop Makeover Marathon will be held on:
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anyone wants to join me?

2007-09-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

9 sms, 4 calls and 1 email.

yes, ur tv is not spolit! u saw me on tv!

me me me!!

so hilarious la....

the 4 calls hor, all 1st ting nv say hello, all 1st thing is both of us laugh and laugh. esp fungi and me! haha

its me! its me!

does anyone wants my signature?

2007-09-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

2007-09-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

holidays has FINALLY started.
it has been a long wait.

skipped drama today. in totally no mood for lessons anymore.
went home, and drop dead.

buay tahan ok. wed tuition, thur work, friday tuition again, sat work, sun tuition agn

oh well, luckily its gona end in 2 weeks time! hooray!
so hw am i gona spend my holiday?

PROJECTS PROJECTS AND PROJECTS.

i plan out my timetable, happily thinking tt i can include amore into some of the days. but by the look of it, i think its gona be difficult. things must be ell planned to avoid wasting of time.

and i cant go out on friday! cuz i got drama make up lesson. wth.

planning and planning...i wana cut my hair. but no time, so i decided maybe not.
i wana do facial, but looking at the pathetic bank account, maybe i just clean my face harder.

please dont distrub mi on tues. its my one and only rest day.

sadness.

hello, http://jaime-la-nourriture.blogspot.com
everyone is obliged to go.

2007-09-18T09:38:00.000+08:00

xiao hei and family has left us yesterday to go back Guang Zhou to start his new school. he wont be back till next july.

oh wells, all the fun that he has created for the family would definitely be missed. and hopefully, when he comes back by then (if he would ever...), his mummy would be a better cook with more delicious dishes.

i will miss him..

and ye-ye will miss him too...:)

2007-09-14T23:56:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2BslKN1RD5k

my project video!

2007-09-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

hello, i m at lishan's hse today. camping over her hse tonite with the intention of revising some work.

but in the end, i left sch at 9 plus cuz i was editing my video. in the end reach her hse at 10 plus n by that time i was so tired that i just spend the rest of the nite finishing up my assignment and surfing net. oh well, all the books that i brought and the work from se xiang wei... haha...another day lo!

-_-"

well done...

and we actualli intended to catch ratatouille but there was no midnite shows. :(

tired. sian.

2007-09-08T10:09:00.000+08:00

RANDOM PHOTOS

in a futile attempt to take a photo with the wins :(

happy birthday eve! i lovee u!!
we are at lawrys...haha

these 2 photos were taken during our 1st radio show (radio fusion). it was a rather hectic but exciting day cuz ben yeo and fiona xie crash our show to promote hey gorgeous!

i went for a blogger's dinner at swensens.. wow..so many pple leh. the lady in purple is the writer in se xiang wei, jo jie jie. she taught me alot of things. :)

2007-09-07T00:16:00.001+08:00

YUE YIN'S BIRTHDAY!
26 AUGUST 2007

YES!

pek har n grily always so cute!

eeeeee act cute!

i loveeeee u yue YIN!

so nice. i like!

we are trying to folo the powerpuff girls behind. do we look like them?

yue yin dun laff! u do me like that!

ya correct!

this cake is sooooooo her!

2007-09-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

went for SPH talk this afternoon and cuz the reporter is in accident/crime section, so wadever he shows are picture of dead corspe, tsunami, murder, suicide etc etc. which is disgusting.

and the fact tt u have to be on standby 24 hours, work like 20 hrs per day (the reporter's record was 39 hrs in office), i dun want to do it man. magazines are much better, at least deadline is not so tight. :)

i cant wait for holidays to come. cant watch ge tai this friday liao. hai.

2007-09-02T01:28:00.000+08:00

dont know what mooncake to get?

i have consolidated mooncakes from different hotels and restaurants in my food blog for your reference! who knows, u may find smthg u like! :)

http://www.jaime-la-nourriture.blogspot.com/

2007-08-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

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2007-08-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

some updates fo what is interesting in my life:

1. AN IDIOT OPENLY CUT MY QUEUE! i guess it was very happening lo. it was this ang mor zha bor, about my age la. cuz i was queuing for 179 and it's damn LONG...all the way to the MRT. i was just a few berths before 179. so in front of mi and behind me are all guys. she this ang mor zha bor, she keep walking infront, behind, infront, behind..then she look at mi, i thought she wana mi to do some sruvey..finally 179 arrives, and the queue started to move, SUDDENLY, ALL OF A SUDDEN, this idiot just jump in front of mi. wahlou eh, i tell u, i got a shock lo. she just guang ming zheng da go into the queue. so wad if she got the ah-lian face. she must think that i wont dare to tell her and im someone easily bullied lo. sorry lo, its monday blue, and i dunt feel like doing charity tday, so i tap her shoulder, she gave me a STARE. i dun bother to look at her, tell her:"excuse me, please queue up, the queue is behind." and she gave a unhappy look and walk off la.

2. the guagzhou childcare teacher tt we hired in renena went back to china cuz her work permit that we applied for her was rejected. we thot of all solutions to help her but she prefers to listen to her friend. and she went to create a big din at MOM which made the officer so mad that he tore away her application right in front of her. she created a big fuss on her last day and demanded us to give her 750 bucks. she always appear to be so knwoledgable (cuz she owas read and go library.) and innocent. but on tt day, she suddenly told us tt she came to spore cuz she is married and divourced and doesnt want to go back. and she let out tt once her work permit which we applied for her is approved, she would leave and go to somewhere else to work. wu qing anot? we provided her a place to sleep, a job and 3 meals. yet she still complain tt her benefits are not good and she is sleeping in the living room (hey, u shld be happy u gt a place to sleep). and she say she doesnt eat less than $10 lousy food (u think u caome here be tai tai?). n she was crying saying tt she thot she come spore to lead a good life and when she goes back, she wants to be the one to be served. n she realised sporeans are all heartless. excuse me, if we heartless, we wont be so kind to let u stay liao rite? this is ridiculous.

3. on the other hand, the PRC who is living in my house now, keeps wanting to be her own boss. she is a hairdresser in her hometown and she thought she can make it far in spore. cuz in guangzhou, she cut a hair for $5 ren ming bi, and she thought by having her own shop here, she can cut a hair a at least 10SGD, which is 50 ren ming bi, which is 8 times higher than in guangzhou. i have reasoned with her that it is not easy and she has to consider the fact that the rent is a few thousands here while back there is onli 500 ren ming bi. but she simply dont understand! hello, u think money drop from the sky? and i told her its better for her to work in salon wich can let her earn at least 800, but she still insist on opening a shop. ok lo.

why are PRC ever so stubborn and confident of themselves? dun they know tt spore is different from china? haiz.

sumtimes having more people staying in the house may not be a good thing, there is alot of compromise interms of space, lifestlye and food. doing work at home becomes a big no-no and i actualli get scolded for doing work like i used to do in the past, n crude words are said. haiz, life becomes so restrictive. i need to get a hall or move out or stay in school till 10pm.

4. last year around this time, i went to guangzhou for holiday. this year, i got another offer! se xiang wei has just gotten msia license and they are going over to KL this weekend to talk to distributor and interview writers. and they are bringing mi over!!! im so excited la! but well im not going cuz this sat im going for amore 5 hr aerobics challenge and the KL trip is gona be from 1 sep to 5 sep which is till wednesday. well, if i go, then hw i hand in homework? haiz..but i really want to go KL!!! and so happy...they have already plan some prgrams for mi during my internship next year. the company will pay mi to go KL to do food trend in msia! yay!

5. this sat mummy, chris and i will be going for 5 hr AMORE aerobics challenge in ngee ann city! hooray! i owas love this event but sumhw i owas miss it. last last yr i was sick. last yr i went guangzhou. this year im not going to miss it! so i cant go KL. :( well, after tt we are gona celebrate eve's bday!

6. tml im going for food blogger dinner! so excited la! nv meet those food blogger b4 and there are 16 of us! we will be eating in swensens near paragon! hooray!

7. life is busy busy and busy. i got the heart to study but i dont have the bloody time. non studying hrs are spent on projects and projects and projects. im not even touching se xiang wei. and i have skipped lotsa tuitions. hai. well, i guess besides projects, i need my own time as well too.

8. i went for yue yins bday last sunday. it was fun! photos later.

9. 1 september : amazing race on the wheels. yes, take part in this! for more info, pls call lishan at 96236035.

10. happy teacher's day to myself and may all my students ace! glad that sharlene and tin hwee did well for their maths :)

2007-08-25T19:11:00.000+08:00

now i noe, whenever i lost interest in food, its a sign that im gona fall sick. since wednesday, i got so dread of eating dinner at home cuz everything seems so boring and tasteless (well, its still like that). but when i queue 30 minutes fora popular bar chor mee and i cant finish them, i knew im sick liao.

went office on friday morning and i was shivering like hell, so it was confirmed that i was sick. went to the doctor downstairs. and it was this handsome doctor that 'treated' mi. he totally has a straight face and so unprofessional. he took my body temp for twice ok.

1st time it was 32.5 degress. and he told mi there was no fever.
im damn pissed liao la.
see my pale face and u can see that i m sick n u trying to be funny la.

so i kinda violently took his hand and touch my forehead, then i ask:"do u think i got no fever?"

so he took another reading, 39.6

and he calmly give mi a fever cum pain cum headache pill and some lozenges.

then i continued stay in office cuz if i go home i would just be disturbed by all the noises. might as well stay in office and work.

went to interview this organic food boss.

damnit, missed my drama.

was shivering the whole nite la, wahlou eh, i think i look like im possessed lo. haha. even my hp vibration wasnt so strong.

wake up this morning, hoping tt the fever subside and i can attend the resume workshop wich i paid $5 for.

and guess wad the medicine the yandao doctor gave is absolutely lousy and useless cuz my fever is 39.1

bobian lo, cannot go. -_-"

went to see my family doctor and wahlou eh give mi a strong antibiotic cum inflammation cum fever pill which cost $48.

but well, i feel better now la. if not hw to blog rite? but shit la, i did nth on friday and today and tml im going to watch 881 and celebrate yueyin bday. my homework!! :(

(at this moment, i saw the 'add video' icon on blogger. cool~)

k some photos that we took during denise's bday last week at orchid country club.

2007-08-24T09:23:00.000+08:00

什么星座的老婆最好？

牡羊座：職場一條龍回家一條蟲

　　牡羊女最怕的就是繁複又細膩的工作，在工作上你可以看見她馳G沙場，一女
當關萬男莫敵，但是回到家裡面對打掃、洗衣、煮飯的事情就頭大，建議白羊座的
女人最好努力賺錢找個菲慵瑪莉回家讓你無後顧之懮，下了班還可以去跳跳韻律舞
愉快多了！

金牛座：小心美麗指數降低

　　金牛座的職業婦女，可以說是最有資格獲得最佳職業婦女的稱號，原因無他金
牛座女人任勞任怨，無論是上司交代的任務，或家裡公婆的伺候都能夠照顧的服服
貼貼，不過最害怕的狀況是，金牛座的女人對於生活的要求可能會毀於一旦，比如
說沒時間享受美食，沒時間修身養性，不過千萬要注意的是，別因為這樣就變成黃
臉婆囉！

雙子座：沒時間！我沒時間！

　　雙子座的職業婦女，生活絕對是多采多姿，工作這回事絕對不會成為雙子座女
人的生活重心，游戲、玩耍、和朋友聊天吃飯、學英文、跳韻律舞、練瑜珈，每件
事情都滿滿的排在她的行程表上，就怕到了工作旺季加班外加處理家事，恐怕得拿
起麥克風來唱著！沒時間！我沒時間！

巨蟹座：家庭萬萬歲

　　和擅長安排自己時間的雙子座女人比起來，巨蟹座的職業婦女可能在時間的使
用上就沒有這麼精彩了，絕對是以家庭為重的巨蟹座，工作上的事情上班時間處理
完就沒事了，但卻有可能很有可能在自己的工作日誌上，寫著晚餐煮什麼、老公缺
什麼，這樣的狀況在生完孩子後的狀況會更明顯。

獅子座：自求多福了

　　獅子座職業婦女對於工作和家庭幾乎都是同樣看重的，對於他們來說，只要他
們一出手，這件事情絕對要漂漂亮亮的解決，於是有錢的最好能夠有人幫忙打點家
事，沒錢的祈禱遇到體貼的好老公幫忙煮飯洗衣服，更慘的獅子座女人大概只有自
求多福了！

處女座：杞人懮天型

　　處女座的職業婦女擔懮事情是絕對的天性，工作時擔心沒人要，結婚後擔心如
何兼顧工作，就算請了佣人都還要擔心家裡會不會被人給搬了，杞人懮天型的處女
座，就算家裡有十個菲瑪莉都會覺得自己命苦而碎碎念，家人和同事們只有多多包
涵了。

天秤座：錢多事少離家近

　　天秤座的職業婦女雖然不會是天生的阿不幸，但是最怕忙忙碌碌破壞了自己的
生活品質，對於他們來說不能好好的吃飯會是一種罪惡，工作時拼命加班會讓自己
生活品質降低，奉勸天秤女子最好能夠挑一份錢多事少離家近的工作，省得破壞了
天秤座女子幽雅的特質。

天蠍座：滿足自虐快感小心身體負荷

　　天蠍座的職業婦女有著堅忍無比的耐力和不服輸的精神，他們不怕工作和家庭
擺不平，原因是因為所有的事情都會在他們的掌握當中，但是對於天蠍座的人來說
，某種程度上的自我壓榨是一件生活必備的功課，但是最需要注意的是那種拼命三
郎時代來的體負荷。

射手座：放輕鬆……

　　他為什麼看起來這麼年輕，這絕對不是一句廣告詞，射手座的職業婦女，就算
結了婚就算生了孩子，看起來都還像是二十來歲般的活潑，如果工作是她的理想，
那他會全力衝刺，如果他至不在此，那麼每天游山玩水保持愉快的心情，會是射手
座女人最常干的是，對他們來說人生何必太緊張呢﹗放輕鬆……。

摩羯座：上司的最愛

　　如果說巨蟹座的女人會是以私害公、把家事帶進辦公室的女人，那麼摩羯座職
業婦女的態度絕對會是讓上司相形見殘，基於山羊座的認真負責，沒有完成工作是
絕對不會輕易的離開工作崗位，萬一遇到了有一家老小要口，那很有可能會打包公
事回家忙去，這種職業婦女會是所有上司的最愛。

水瓶座：老娘愉快就好

　　水瓶座的職業婦女和他們的好朋友雙子座比起來算是不相上下，學外語、交朋
友、吃飯聊天、跳韻律舞，對於他們來說，生活當中工作不是重點、婚姻不是重點
、自己的生活體驗才會是重點，至於其他的事情！管他的！反正老娘愉快就好。

雙魚座：敷衍了事型

　　雙魚座的職業婦女基本上，在家裡和在工作上沒啥大的差別，原因無他雙魚座
的人基本上對於這種既不幽雅又不浪漫的兩件事情，多半興趣缺缺，所以面臨的狀
況很可能相同，那就是隨隨便便的敷衍了事，但是迷迷糊糊的雙魚座，有可別帶著
菜藍上班帶著公事，包去買菜。

2007-08-17T00:34:00.000+08:00

after discussing so much about my internship and missing my drum lesson again, i have decided to own source and go back to se xiang wei for internship.

i wana make full use of my 6 mths to learn smthg and the feedbacks from many seniors has proven that many production houses just need interns to do simple admin job or buy coffee and lunch.

its better to choose somewhere comfortable rite? and since im there learning already, why shld i trouble myself to start all over again? and the experience that i get if i go to a production hse may not be as enriching as se xiang wei. well, not all graduates come out to work the job they have major ma...and i learn ebm in school and i got experience in journ, hopefulli it makes mi a better prospect?

and se xiang wei will be opening to msia market in the few mths time prob before dec. so if i intern there next sem, it means i have a chance to go msia for food review or tasting!! yummy yummy~

next time i may get bored eating different types of ramly burgers . haha

ok la, i noe i owas think of food and as baa draws it:

nana, the food queen! -_-"

hopefully i can make it on time to hand in the own source forms on tuesday. -pray-

school jst started 2 weeks ago and i can see myself getting doubly busy in 2 more weeks.
now already half dead liao. omg

hello! miss ow!! pls endure!

u got a 12 pg script to hand in by the end of september, a assignment to hand in on monday, a proposal by end of august and some more filming to shoot.

not forgetting radio and doing revisions and all those crap and rubbish.

if u were ask to spend $1,200 on ur teeth, would u do it?
haiz...looks like sooner or later this has to be done :(

and i just terminate my fitness first membership. they set up one in amk hub which is like fucking near as compared to all amore outlets. but i go no time lah...

now i always rmbr..... cs 322 is 50% exam. i dun wana s/u it this time. humph!

2007-08-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

Today Did You-
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1. Talk to a boy/girl you like ?
.. no

2. Learn anything new?
.. yes.radio, tv, media scene in spore blah blah blah.

3.Talked to an ex?
.. no

4.Miss someone?
.. mayb

-Last Person Who-
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5.Laid in your bed?
.. baby cousin, xiao hei.

6. Made you cry?
.. aunty for giving xiao hei my toys! boo! :(

7. You went to the movies with?
.. shit, i went to watch harry potter, but who was the person i went with? haha

8. Went to the mall with you?
.. chris. amk hub yesterday after workout.

10. Made you laugh?
.. jo when we were talking about office.

11. Hugged you?
.. aunty

-General stuff-
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16. Favorite location?!
.. my bed? haha....amk!

17.Tattoo?
.. no tattoo

22. Do you like being around people?
.. mostly yes..sumtimes no...

23.Have you ever cried?
.. duh~

24. Are you lonely right now?
.. no

25. Song stuck in your head?
.. dan yuan ren chang jiu

30. what color shirt are you wearing
right now?
.. white

31. Name three things that you do every
day?
.. eat, sleep, talk

32. How much cash do you have on you
right now?
.. arnd 20 bucks

33. Are you bored?
.. sumhow :)

38. What web site do you visit the
most?
.. my blog! my food blog! must visit hur!

39. Do you have plants in your room?
.. no..

41. Who was the last person to hug you?
.. aunty

-26 SECRETS-
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1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?
.. my name

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE
TAKEN?
.. in the lift in superstar virgo

4.WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP
STATUS?
.. single

5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL
YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?
.. of course

6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?
.. sleepy and braindead.

9. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND
CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?
.. since it has already happened, why bother to change?

11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE
DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
.. dog

12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?
.. no

16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAY
AS YOU?
.. peifen

17. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A
LARGE AUDIENCE?
.. yes.

19. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM
STARBUCKS?
.. espresso or latte

21. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR
TV SHOWS?
.. sometimes..

25. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?
.. no

26. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?
.. aunty giving my toys to xiao hei! roarrrrr

2007-08-13T22:34:00.000+08:00

VENTURA OUTING!
11 AUGUST, PS PIZZA HUT

four of us shared this with hawaiian pizza. its very cheesssy!!

NEWMAN COVERGIRL SEARCH @ ZOUK
10 AUGUST 2007

2007-08-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

9 AUGUST 2007: NATIONAL DAY!
WE ARE PART OF THE LARGEST HUMAN FLAG FORMATION!

We queued for like 2 LONG hours before we FINALLY entered Padang. We were sweaty, hot, sweaty, hot. regardless, we keep our spirits HIGH!

i wan to do tattoo! keke

us!

my aunty and her friend

I LOVE U SINGAPORE!

Redang Trip

2007-08-11T23:51:00.000+08:00

SUPERSTAR VIRGO: 3D2N SINGAPORE -> REDANG
DATE: 1 AUGUST 2007 - 3 AUGUST 2007

DAY 1:
we arrive at harbourfront centre pretty earlie. read forum about the long queue, so in order to avoid that, we were one of the super earlie ones to board the ship. yes, call us the kiasu singaporeans baby~!

so while waiting, we are bored so we start to take fotos. but it didnt continue for long cuz there was a PRC old couple behind us who "entertained"(yawn!) us throut the wait with china's history, george bush and wadever...but PRC a seriously a smart bunch of people who knows hw to cut queue. roarrr!

to avoid bore ourselves to death, we walk the fastest speed that we ever could into the cruise. it was a feeling of excitement for mi la though i have been in there b4.

our room was very big and theres a balcony! wow, i didnt noe i booked such a nice room! the cleaner uncle was v nice to us. and both of us couldnt open the door to the balcony. so see the two painters? instead of painting, they were trying to help 2 sua gu cha bor to open the balcony. haha

then it was photo whoring time!

when to the tip of the ship, it was not easy to find it and we have to find it! cuz shan says it is onli open before it starts sailing...so i die die must take those u-jump-i-jump pictures man!

fungie say this is nice. hello we rehearse a few times to get this ghostly effect k..but dont u think its v artisitic? too bad nick doesnt have the talent so i dun blame him if he say i look like ghost! :( boo! haha

library again..okie i noe i noe...i noe i like to take these kind of depression fotos

swimming pool at deck 12. nv change, still v nice! haha

enjoying the sun b4 dinner. see, i got red hair leh!

after touring around the whole place, we went for dinner and went for swedish massage. had our dinner in mediteranian, buffet and buffet, it wasnt great la, but consider the fact that its free, well, why shld i complain rite? haha. after which we went for some bingo game and trying to win some money so that we can go for more massage, but well, we always got no luck! see lishan trying hard to see if got our numbers anot! haha. we went to watch a streetlife performance. its free and ok la, not bad, occupy us for the nite!

DAY 2:

take from our room balcony. nice rite?

lunch was great! why no mention abt breakfast rite? cuz by the time we wake up, its almost time for lunch and they had stop serving breakfast liao. haha. good that we didnt eat the buffet. the food in pavilion was much much better n nicer leh!

waiting to go redang liao. can u see the excitement on my face?

on the tender boat to redang. see see, see our virgo!

went to marine park of redang 1st to snorkel. the onli regret is i nv buy underwater camera! :( cannot take rainbow fish for mr nick! haha. it was fun la and we were too busy seeing the coral till we forgot to see the time to go back and cant bath. didnt realli like the idea of the fishing underneath mi.. so didnt realli dare to see them, so most of the time i was trying hard to trap water to see directions and bring timid lishan around. but did saw some nice coreals...too bad no camera! haiz. this picture was taken after our snorkelling.

so after snorkelling we went back virgo, had a quick shower before we rush to laguna resort. so this is the place. cam whore time! enjoy!

isnt shan cute? keke

dont i look like im filming some ads? haha

i fly!

she jumps!

Ad number 2! haha

shan bought this from redang! cute hor!

after which we return to virgo. they had bbq nite leh! it was at the swimming pool. nice wind, nice food, nice music. this is life man!

vain me, decided to go and change clothes cuz we were actualli planning to sneak into crew party and theres ladies nite. haha

on the way saw this cute boi boi taking foto..

paid $20 to watch a topless show, well many indians were there lo. guys, u all will love it. haha

in the end, no clubbing. so we just spend our time taking fotos again. this was taken in the lift la, since we wear so nice, so why not rite? haha. and we spend our night in ktv.

DAY 3:

went for jacuzzi in the morning n abit of useless suntanning la. then lunch again. in besta villa. not bad la the food. cuz we cun wake up earlie enuf for breakfast. haha.

bye bye superstar virgo! i will miss u and definitely come back! :)

HOME-SWEET-HOME

2007-08-10T18:36:00.000+08:00

get to know alot of foreigners lately, people who come here to work.
some of them, determined to come here to learn something and make it big when they go back to their hometown.
some of them, heard the rumours from people and forum and thinking that coming to spore to work is good life and good food.
some people, thinking that setting up business here is as easy as their home town.

and of cuz, for the 3 of them, they all had different views about singapore. the 1st one, view each and everyday as a challenge, as a god's gift to be able to find a job, to be thankful that she can learn.

the second one, is always nv satisfied with life. to them, everyday is a torture and to pple around, they always say that they regret coming here. and life here is not as good as their hometown.

the last one, still believes that opening a business here is easy and doesnt consider each and every risks and details.

well, sometimes i think portraying spore as a posporous country isnt a good thing afterall. u get foreigners who come here to work complaining that they got cheated. living here sucks, food here sucks and salary here sucks. u get parents who send their child here complaining tat edn system sucks and everything sucks.

actualli, the job they are doing, the place they are living and the food they are eating is so much better, but why do they have such a high expectation? well at least they shld be well informed that u cant survive well if u donnoe english. and a internationally recognised cert is needed for u to guarantee a high pay job, not smth where u can take some online exam and print ur own cert.

neither shld u criticize what spore edn system into cuz its ultimately hw ur child perform and not wads wrong with the system.

and since these pple took so much effort to come here, shldnt they make full use of it and make their stay or job here happy and memorable instead of changing jobs every now and then?

just like the 1st person.

renena celebrated national day with the kids but it was so disorganised and teachers were asked to write down their feelings abt this party.

the 1st person, wrote: this is my 1st time celebrating national day in spore, im v happy.

but

the 2nd person wrote whole lot os bad things and hw angry she was, blah blah blah...deciding to change jobs and created so much problems.

actualli if u look at things from different point of view, perhaps u will live happier?

2007-08-07T20:57:00.000+08:00

school has started and it is getting busy althou its onli the 1st week.
almost all lectures this week is full lecture and i thought we wld at least be enjoying breakfast or earlie lunch. instead, we are already piling up with assignments.

and as usual, ian doesnt noe that it has been a 'tradition' 1st week no tutorial. he is owas up to so much expectation and wadsoever. DAMN HIM!

2007-08-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

before i went on cruise, i met fungie on tuesday and yes we finalli met! i miss u baby~ so much~!

since its tuesday, hw can i miss the gelare offer since i love to eat pancake so much! durian pancake, prima deli pancake...gelare pancake! yummys

fungie had chicken bolognese. to mi it was just okay, spaggetti full of tomatoe, chicken and pepper. haha

bought a cop of ice lemon tea and wana take a artisitic foto of it so that i can put it in my food blog. naughty fungie trying to snatch it away! roar~~ keke

fungie taking a picture of mi??

no no...u are wrong...

she is trying to take a pic of them CHIJ girls behind mi and tell everyone that look at hw funky these students are nwadaes!!

害我还笑到那么单纯可爱！-_-"
tao yan! :p

then we shop a while in far east and i got myself 1 mr bumpy t shirt and 1 little miss splendid. i love it. 2 for $30! if i got money, i wan to collect them all!

i love shopping with fungi cuz she can always bring mi to special shops which sells alot of nice clothes! :) but everytime i go with mama, i always see nth leh! :(

next, we went to taka and there was a toy fair so i decided to get some toys for the 小黑 in my house. (so that he doesnt snatch away my doraemon and mushrooms). haha

recap: this is 小黑. haha

we had fun shopping in taka and nearli wanted to get some toys for myself. haha

serve mi right. my toe nails are too long and the kaya shoes became so tight that my feet was so painful. buay tahan, so went to m)phosis to get myself a pair of slippers. actualli its also an excuse la. but i realli love the stuffs from m)phosis!

so went to the toilet and decided to change to my new m)phosis shoes!

nono, not becuz im too hungry till i bite my slippers! but my aunty also ask mi to bite new shoes b4 i wear them so that they wont bite mi back. so i bite it openly in takashimaya toilet! haha, aiya old wife tales la~

then we went to take neoprint!

do we look like superstar? haha

soon, we had to go home cuz im running late for tuition. oh gosh, its so fast!

cam-whore in taxi.

she trying to compare her eyes and her ring. -_-"

shit. kana caught by fungie doing smthg stupid. -_-" haha

and last but not least, the CLASSIC OF THE DAY:

by: momo, the great photographer! :D

2007-07-30T15:34:00.000+08:00

http://www.youth.sg/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=3069&Itemid=29

omg omg

end of internship!

2007-07-27T16:42:00.000+08:00

topic: end of internship! today is my LAST DAY!

gona miss these people though i will be back but couldnt attend any more media lunch and press conference anymore. u guys will be missed!

presenting to u: the se xiang wei team.
from left: feature writer, managing editor, business manager and ME

as i have mentioned, my memory card is screwed up, so the photo shop people helped mi did a recovery and can onli retrieve 210 photos out of 250, and many of them are either body cut half or blurred. so this is the best which i can show.

so touched. my managing editor brought mi for a farewell treat last nite at kovan. ate fresh n good seafood esp prawns. guess hw much we ate? $200!! omg

then today lunch went to swensens to try their new menu. after which my feature writer jie jie brought mi to perlini silver to choose a necklace i like which cost abt $30.

saw the mushroom on my hands?this is by my business manager jie jie, who loves mushrom so much and thought i love mushrooms as welll cus i play maple. OUT OF POINT TOTALLY.

but im thankful that im being loved by all. and in return, i spend the whole thursday nite making a pencil holder for each of them:

today got panda eyes! T_T

and didnt realli work instead was at bugis shopping lo. and business manager jie jie bought this sotong:

cute rite?

anyway, went to hougang mall with mama last weekend and saw this super cute dog. well u guys shld noe hw anti-animals i am, but after i saw this dog, i m startng to love dogs! or rather, this dog la.

cute rite rite?

national day is coming. every yr during this period, i always heard national songs over the radio, u noe those songs that we used to sing in school...songs like : where i belong...etc etc...

aiyo, its also during these celbration season that i miss school days. i miss sec sch and jc...where we always use national day as an excuse to celebrate and go out and have fun....or like in ajc where we have the dunnoe what treasure hunt or smthg..

but in uni, thou national day is a holiday, who would actualli give a damn? yes its a holday and we are happ yhtat there is rest. but where got like b4 where we would wear our uniforms and roam the streets?

and this i-miss-sec-and-jc feeling is especially strong during childrens day, teachers day, national day and chinese new yr.

to fungie, yue yin, xiaoling, lishan, jie ying, michelle, brian, u are missed!!

2007-07-26T15:11:00.000+08:00

since i took a half day leave yesterday, i decided to make some handmade gifts for mi colleagues. wrong, its beloved colleagues. so went to bishan photo shop to develop some fotos from my digital camera. and BAD NEWS ARRIVED.

i slot in my mini memory card, happily choosing which photos to choose. then i was quite shocked that some fotos werent inside. one of the fotos included the one i took with my colleagues. so i approach the sales girl for help. she pull out my card, slot in again, and WHOOLA!~ the machine cannot read my card anymore. i tried 3 different machines, tried 2 diff computers and put back into my camera to try, all of the machines, computers and camera CANNOT READ MY MEMORY CARD.。。wtf...there goes my 250 photos...damn pissed la..so i think i made quite a big din in the shop. the person in charge then decided to send my card for recovery and its for free. which is of cuz DUH~~ my 1GB card is spoilt in ur machine n if u still charge mi for recovering, then i will make a bigger din.

so in the end, i was supposed to develop some fotos to make a personalised gift for my colleagues as well as chris bday, in the end i came back empty handed. damn!

today the person called and said that they can onli retrieved the 210 photos out of 250. im praying so hard now that they can retrieve the ones i took with my colleagues.

suay anot?

anyway, i bought a wooden pen holder and decided to decorate it with my artistic skills!! wahahah~ another sleepless night today.

cant wait to go cruise leh. redang...omg~~ im starting to plan what shld i wear for the 3 days. i wan to be the vainest person and the sexiest adn the most tai tai person on cruise...haha. i wana let my hair down and have fun!! F U N!! FUN!!

it must be curry fish head i ate just now. it makes mi crazy?

anyway, my editor just spoke to mi and the stingy company is onli willing to pay mi $180 for my part time internship, which is like wth lah. i go tuition can also earn more. but nvm la, since its passion, so why not? better than facing students every week with the helpless glance...haha. perhaps i will quit onli when the passion died down? aiya, n they are gona allocate a INTERN CORNER in the office as more interns will be coming in. hahaha, then we can have the intern party!! and i shall be one of the pionner interns!! wahaha devil of the devil~~ wahaha

but i think its dumb la, cuz intern corner will be seated so far away and those who just came in cant learn much also leh. nvm, not my company rite? haha

renena hired a new childcare cum studentcare cum tuition teacher and the girl is from guangzhou!! why m i so excited rite? cuz my aunty is coming to spore and arriving this saturday. damn, i haven pack up. but anyway, i can bring my aunty to meet the new teacher and both will not be lonely. i wanted to send the little cousin to renena to learn some things and aunty was saying i dun create trouble. fine then.

my colleagues are bringing mi to thai restaurant tonite for farewell party. so cannot go for drums? next week going cruise, cannot go drum again? well done!

im in no mood to do work already. holidays are so tempting!

2007-07-25T10:48:00.000+08:00

took leave today cuz i thought will be going for hot yoga trial. but in the end, didn't. well, disappointed but never mind la. it's me who want to take leave.

was listening to the radio and heard the mo mo cha song, so decided to watch mo mo cha again and fell in love with redang again. cant wait to go...

went for media tasting @ tong shui cafe, terminal 2.

took part in design pudding competition~

and i won myself $50 voucher.

2007-07-22T12:01:00.000+08:00

it was rainy last night and i was sleeping soundly in my cosy bed, refused to get up for today's national day rehearsal. i have cancelled my tuitions for today for this rehearsal but i realli hope i can laze ard in my bed or sleep longer. haiz, i got to wake up earlier instead.

well, the rehearsal only lasted for 1 hour or so. we are just supposed to form a human national flag n break so record. spore just likes to break records. haha. i guess we will have more fun on the real day itself.

went vivocity yesterday and saw a set of clothes: shirt, vest, pants which is simple and nice. im so tempted to buy but surprisingly i managed to curb the temptation. yes, surprisingly. it cost $100 exact for the whole set. but thinking tt i just paid $916 on friday night for my cruise (of cuz half belongs to shan, but u noe, its all from my account and its as if its all my money), i decided i shld just save abit.

luckily there realli nth much for mi to buy on cruise except for the massages or spas that we are going.

but the thought of going to this beautiful redang got mi v excited last nite. and i was thinking to bring my whole lagguage down so tt i can wear a nice dress to tke photo, wear a nice bikini for snorkelling and wear a t shirt for spa or smthg.

and i was telling shan that for the 3 days in cruise, we are gona be tai tai...haha..

i was persuading her to wake up at 5am with mi to catch the sunrise and after that go for gym. haha...with the wide blue sea and sun rise, it must be realli beautiful.

and i seriously need to go back amore or hot yoga. chris is noe so interested in hot yoga and i hope it does help mi sweat and lose weight. now i dont even feel like looking into the mirror and totally hate my out of shape body and face.

yes, mr nick ask mi to get more tan in redang so as not to see my pimples! humph...he must be just jealous tt i got this interesting job. wahahahaha~!

im gona take lotsa nice fotos in redang, esp with the mo mo cha inn!

and writer jie jie was showing mi her siem reap photos which make mi wan to go there as well. nice place neh~! next time next time...

meanwhile, i shall enjoy the last week of work though i dont think i have the mood to finish writing the big pile of articles which i need to complete.

damn.

2007-07-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

finally booked cruise tickets after so LONG...

cuz i get to noe a forum gal who also wans to go on the same cruise as us. so if 4 of us, shan and me plus the girl n the bf, it would be approx 100 cheaper. but this girl is forever uncontactable. sorry cannot wait liao

shan called today n we left with those cmi rooms...wow now is considered non peak period and its still full...

at first we wana go for 4d3n phuket and langkawi. but after calculating and having a decent deck...it is approx $611....omg....so out of budget...

didnt realise starcruise increase their price so much...last time it used to be onli 200 plus...

anw..our budget was 500 or below la...where got pple go cruise spend so much. might as well i go taiwan liao rite.

so we opt for the 3d2n redang!
happy happy! gona see the lovely sea! have a nice masage by the beach...and enjoy the stars at night....boring to u? its heavenly to mi k...finalli i got time for stars and sea.

so im gona leave on 1 august! whoo~~ come back rest for weekend and sch will start. sian haha

its around 468...which to mi still think its abit exp...but below budget so its fine.

cruise, wo lai le~~

yesterday was the most embarrassing moment la kan!

i went for this product launch...its the NEW SILKPRO...a creation by monsoon and some japan company and this time, quan yi feng is no longer the ambassador but ADDY LEE...

wad happen was i wash my hair on tue nite. then wed i had headache, i went tuition and i was talking to chris till 10 plus so when i reach home, got so tired tt i didnt wash my hair. on thur, i overslept, so nv wash again..

yes call mi stinko...on thur i was itching like mad la...so i tied up my hair so as not to let my hands touch it too often..

and i went to this silkpro product launch with my bad hair...tell mi, 2 days nv wash it def oily rite?

i suay la...i sit sibei behind but yet addy lee caught mi with my oily hair....
ask mi up on stage, use those micro stuff to let everyone see my oily hair cuticle that looks like some OIL JELLY. (digusted? -_-" thats hw my writer jie jie describe my oily cuticle...haha)

then addy lee said my hair oily enough to fry 3 eggs..i oso cannot say i nv wash my hair....so i just look dumb and stupid on stage lo...

then they brought mi to wash hair...i was quite happi cuz i thot i cld get a free hair cut from addy lee...but chey..onli wash n blow nia...

then ask mi to CATWALK back to stage, twist and turn and trying to look sexy with my new and refresh hair.

i tell u, when the tv and newspaper come out with my super sia-suay action hur, i dont dare to recognise myself and pls dont say u noe mi too...

then i realli like doing some hair ads...cuz a few DJs come and interview mi asking hw i feel after one wash....n i was caught on stage to say hw i felt blah blah blah...

of cuz....i look satisfied and hmmm, its v nice~~!!! blah blah blah..

ok la...its quite nice la...but the fact i got caught far end cuz of my unwashed oily hair its rather throw face and amusing...

n i catwalk! -_-"

addy lee call me: SEXY..

die la...

did u all visit my food blog? pls visit hur!

2007-07-17T11:36:00.000+08:00

im so damn tired these few days. coz my ah gong, my 2nd aunty and my 3rd aunty are having food poisoning. since sunday. oh did i tell u guys i brought them to carlton hotel for durian buffet on saturday? oh well, its not the durian buffet fault. it's cause my 2nd aunty, fried some green bean cake on sunday. my 3rd aunty ate it, then she still ate some sweet potatoe ice cream which has been in the fridge for near 2 weeks.

so on sunday night, my 3rd aunty vomitted and complaining stomach ache. whole nite nv realli sleep.

didnt realise the green bean was the culprit till monday, my ah gong ate it, immediately he vommitted and went doctor and siad it was food poisoning. then when i reach home yesterday, my 2nd aunty was complaining ehr stomach upset, n yesterday night it was another sleepless nite again.

why?

cus the 3 of them sleep in the SAME ROOM with me.

it was a lucky thing i never eat it cuz i refuse and i told them im getting fatter so no fried food for mi. haha

but i became the panda of the room. -_-"

the doctor must be feeling v weird. how come in 2 days, she see most of my family members.

alrights, hope the 3 of them get well soon and i shall have a good night rest. :)

if dont rest now, next week cannot rest liao.

cuz MY UNCLE'S WIFE IS BRINGING HER MAMA AND THE BABY FROM GUANGZHOU AND IS STAYING IN MY HOUSE FOR 3 MONTHS.

oh wells~~ so im now trying to pack my stuff so the baby wont tear it. and with additional 3 more people, we nw are pondering hw ar the sleeping arrangment like and uncle suggested that the MAMA AND BABY sleep in our already 4 people room while he and his wife at the other room. WELL DONE!
\
I have only 2 double decker bedand hw??

save me!!

means she will be here till its right b4 my sch exam starts. oh~~

went to watch harry potter with lishan on sunday and bought lotsa make up!! wahahha..nice la...i mean i paid 9.50 for it, why not nice rite? haha

i have finally set up a food blog!! it comprises of most of the things which i have written, but so far i only posted a few. no time..haha...enjoy and ask ur fren to visit my website too! i wan to be as popular as xiaxue! whahhaha

SIAO

http://jaime-la-nourriture.blogspot.com

photos time!

yes i noe im vain. TADA! my new gong gong hair! haha

this was taken at dempsey hill, a new eat paradise (and expensive too!) used to e some army training ground. nice place but no bus, v ulu...cab or walk from tanglin lo. haha. its quite interesting, cuz they use trishaw to drive my senior writer and mi around the whole place.

richelle's hair! omg, i liek it!! i wan to cut smth like tt but no guts! haiz....

pls visit my website oh!

2007-07-13T17:36:00.000+08:00

please dun buy HP computer. it sucks totally man. just when i got the mood to write a long post and i was half way thru it, the lousy computer HANG AGAIN! stingy office use stingy computer, they shld just give us a laptop each since we need it to write our articles rite rite? maybe ask them sponsor mi a apple computer.

-slap my own face- hello im just an intern la, wake up! haha

approx 2 more weeks and my intern will be sort of over, its not fully over cuz i will still be free lancing for them. s

im hating this job as the days go by especially when i look at the getting rounder face and double chin coming out. gosh! this job is a no no man! where is my amore~~!! amore, i miss u~~

i seriously cant understand hw those office ladies can wear such HIGH heels that can go up to 3 inches. i work there for barely 2 mths and nw my foot is full of plasters, blisters and abrasion. why can we just wear SLIPPERS, T SHIRTS AND SHORTS? so comfortable.

especially when theres media event, u got to dress nicer , put on make up and go there look pro and demure. wearing those high heels, trying to balance, performing on the dining etiqqutte and trying to talk to some media people whom u totally dunnoe but must still create a conversation with them so as to create ur portfolio, im totally amazed at those PR and marketing executive.

a few days ago, i atteneded a fine dining event at nite and when i reach home, its already 12am! throughout the session, i witness hw my marketing manager can talk n talk n her mouth non stop. i thought i was bad enough. but after looking at her and working with her for 2 mths, i realise i am consider QUIET. omg! cant belive it rite? wahsei, she can talk non stop and there is no way for others to interupt or add in, which is a good thing for mi la cuz i can just CONCENTRATE on eating good food and just SMILE~ haha

but after the event, i felt relieved that i didnt put PPC as my 1st choice. i cant do it...realli cannot..n its not easy...being a writer yet still have to go for these kind os socialising...T.I.R.E.D...so tired that i went home n didnt bath and reach for the bed immediately. ok la u can call mi stinko!

(the computer better dun hang.)

i have decided to start a food blog! whee~~ but im not sure if i shld use livejournal, wordpress or blogspot...any recommendations?

oh...as my tours...after a long and draggy and my ever changing mind, shan and i have settled on going bintan for spa. but just as we have decided, the news show some terrorist attacks in indonesia n both our parents ban us from going to any parts of indonesia. such a wet blanket! :(

we didnt wan to pay money and go for some tours n have to wake up so earli to catch the coach cuz it defits our purpose of having a relaxing and enjoyable holiday. we didnt wan to go for free n easy cuz it would mean we have to plan where we wana go, which is double work and make us more tired. n i guess we r busy with work n tuition n both of us would probably end up unprepared n not planning anything.

so...

we decided to go for cruise! -_-"

well, smthg i enjoy la. which fit our theme for this holiday as well~ throw a few hundreds to breathe in the air and make my stomach more bloated. throw in the money to eat all the food and make mi fatter. W O W~!!!

anyway, tts better than staying in spore or go sentosa for holiday rite? haha

monday im going for this taiwan press conference! im kinda excited cuz jolin will be the new ambassador of taiwan instead of a-mei! and i will see jolin!! n at 1st i thought we are going taiwan so i may have discounts...hehehe!!

Media Invitation

Welcome 2 Taiwan! Press Conference

Christened by the Portuguese as “Formosa” or “beautiful” in the 16th century, Taiwan continues to resonate in the Pacific Ocean with its dramatic and picturesque landscapes.

Its beauty is only matched by its rich and distinct culture. Taiwan today is a hybrid blend of Confucianist Han Chinese cultures, global, local and indigenous influences which are both intertwined and divided between perceptions of tradition and modernity. This has led to distinct traditions in many areas, including cuisine, opera, arts and music.

It is truly a getaway waiting to be discovered.

To celebrate its rich diversity, the Taiwanese Tourism Bureau is launching Taiwan’s new destination brand - ‘Welcome 2 Taiwan!’ in Singapore. Led by Taiwanese pop phenomenon Ms Jolin Tsai and accomplished actor, director and screenwriter Mr Nien-Jen Wu, this new campaign highlights the exotic island’s hidden treasures – from its spiritual heritage to its vast natural beauty.

We cordially invite you to join us at the Welcome 2 Taiwan! Press Conference on Monday, 16 July 2007 when the Taiwanese Tourism Bureau together with Ms Tsai and Mr Wu will be unveiling its new campaign and some of the exciting activities it has lined up for the coming year.

WHAT: Welcome 2 Taiwan! Press Conference

WHERE: Atrium Ballroom, Swissotel The Stamford

WHEN: Monday, 16 July 2007

TIME: 1430hrs

RSVP: By 11 July to Bhavna Khemaney at 6534 7250 or
email bhavnak@lewispr.com

JOLIN!!! WO LAI LE~~~~!!

oh i need to pee now. ttyl~~

2007-07-09T12:39:00.000+08:00

http://kayabao.livejournal.com

2007-07-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

Finally watched 200 pounds beauty today!

it was really a nice show! and the actor v shuai!

ok la, i know im slow! but better late than never right!

today is a happy day for me!
woke up at 12pm la! great job!

then watch 200 pounds beauty, make appointment for haircut!

went J SALON

heard there is a good hair stylist from china, so decided to give it a try

OMG! HE SPEND 1.5 HOURS CUTTING MY HAIR!

1.5 NON-STOP CUTTING N CUTTING N CUTTING!

i didnt realise my hair got so many things to cut lo!

but then again, he is very very very precise lah. which is good!

i quite like it, although i cant really see a BIG difference from the previous. haha
but then again, he too so LONG, n its PRECISE...i guess $54 per haircut is worth it.

after coming out of this salon which is beside goodwood, i went crazy n went far east to shop.

the shops i went in, i sure get smth (see, i said i was crazy)

in the end, i bought:
1. a grey dress ($29)
2. a black dress ($30)
3. a blue dress ($28)
4. a black beads necklace ($5)
5. a mickey mouse necklace ($18)
6. Keratse shampoo and conditioner (total: $82)

add in:
- haircut ($54)
____________________________________________________

GRAND TOTAL: $219!!!!!!!!

omg!

the haircut is from 330 to 5pm
the shopping is from 5pm to 630pm

in 3 HOURS, I SPENT $219!!! OMG!

oh wells, consider the fact that i haven went shopping for decade so i guess it's ok hurhur.. haha

oh and i just $125.60 last weekend buy PANTIES! wahlou, u cant believe it too rite? i cant too. n the panties arent made from gold or anithing. but i bought 8 panties lah! haha...cuz my aunties know hw to make my panties have extra holes, so i better get more if not i got no panties to wear. -_-"

and i havent get my contact lense! zzz

oh thanks for all ur concern, my grandpa is discharged liao. but well, he still has no appetite. haiz...
hope he get well soon!

damn the weather, its making mi have headache. rahh

2007-07-06T11:29:00.000+08:00

damn the office HP computer

i wrote a whole lot of things and it HANGED! omg

dun wan to type liao. type until the exciting part, stupid computer, so excited for wad. rahhhhhhh

2007-07-04T09:46:00.000+08:00

TAGGED BY RJ~~~ -_-"

RULES OF THE GAME:
1: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
2: People who got tagged must write it in their own blog and state this rule clearly.
3: At the end of the game, list down 3 people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS.

1. i love to make clothes for my yaya (minnie mouse), happy (pooh bear) and carol nad jasmine (dolls).
2. i like to change to pyjamas after i reach home so that i can jump onto bed immeiately without hassle. haha. so it means i like to buy cute pyjamas.
3.i spend up to half an hr to look for wad clothes to wear and everyday i end up messing my wardrobe and get scolded. kekekeke
4. i will have emergency money hidding around my bags and purses but i often noe where to get them n spend it on non-emergency moments. boo!
5. i dun like to wear covered shoes cuz i owas end up withblisters on my toes or abrasion at the back. so slippers become my good friend.
6. although i like to travel, but i still prefer to go cruise cuz there are wind, sea and great food!
7.(thinking hard, v hard.) sometimes when i suffer from constipation, i like to do things tt will make me sweat (eg: tidy books, or just walking), n it will make mi digest better. haha. if i wan faster effect, i just eat a bowl of curry mee. whooooo~~!
8. when i need to wake up earlie, my brain purposely cannot wake up. when i dun have to wake up earlie, my brain will purposely wake up v earlie. haha
9.(aiyo, i cannot think liao)i will get rashes if i wear fake jewelry. so if u wana test if the jewelry is real r fake, just let mi wear for 3 days, n i can tell u! haha
10. i like to put lotsa gravy on my rice. but i dun like to drink water when having meals. haha

ok..yes! i finished!

the 3 unlucky pple are: FUNGIE, LISHAN AND EVELYN! BOOBOO! HAHA

2007-07-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

my grandfather is hospitalised.

im worried, scared n uneasy. ):

2007-07-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

chijmes is realli beautiful

2007-06-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

went to have durian dinner in carlton hotel with shan today.
i went there a few weeks ago for work, they ask us to advertise their durian buffet n i found it quite nice esp u get to eat real durians n durian pudding which taste like real durians. but at that time, i must act like a pro, so cannot take things in big portion or eat like a lion. haha.

but today, i can! i can dirty my hands on those crabs, making one of the legs flew out of my table n still laugh abt it. i can take big big portion of the international buffet or even eat raw seafood, though i just recovered from a ear infection. haha. this is cool~~

a treat for both of us, who work so hard, giving tuition n doing internship at the same time. but poor shan cuz i made her wait for 2 hr and 30 mins. haha.

but its great, cuz chris n i have settled things. nv realise hw important i was to her. hehe

then after buffet, i was so tempted to go for shopping, cuz tml starts 7% gst and i seriously need more bras. i seriously dunnoe hw aunty washes them tt will usu end up in MORE holes than it is supposed to have within a few mths.

but in the end, no time, cuz i got to rush to fucai's 21st bdae party! happy birday my scandal~~ haha (oh, he is actualli scandal number 1? haha)
i think im best man. i reach at 945, when they have already cut cake. so i go there, take photo with him, shake hand say happy bday, eat cake, then i shake hands with him and say byebye. -_-"

n reach home, with a parcel. it was a pleasant surprise cuz i finally receive my spree clothes after waiting for 3 mths. whoohoo~, now the clothes doesnt look as nice as b4 n maybe i grew fatter? =.= crap

ok la, it's tiring day. tml its youth day n the kids will be having holiday on monday. so no tuitions for mi but i cant rest cuz im going to spore food fest at ngee ann to sell magazine. do drop by n taste the crabs n say hello?

2007-06-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

友情，原来是如此的浮浅。
不管认识多久，
只要缺乏了了解，缺乏了言语，缺乏了信任，
多坚固的友情便会一瞬间消失。

公说公有理，婆说婆有理。
其实，目标都一样，只是表达和做法不同。

沉默，就是希望用一种不痛的发式来解决。
可是，它却变成伤害自己的工具。

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2007-06-29T09:44:00.000+08:00

today marks the opening of the annual big event, singapore food festival. it will be a 3 days celebration of good food in singapore, especially chilli crab. so u guys can spend some money and enjoy good food there. :) i will be there for the whole weekend as my magazine is the official magazine for this coming spore food festival and we have a booth to sell our magazines. well i think most pple r going there for the food la, so am i. haha.

today we will be going there from 3pm to 9pm and at the opening ceremony, there will be losta media and free food!

oh gosh, look at mi and my greedy mouth. haha

though i haven end my internship, but i must leave some after thoughts abt it 1st. this is wad internship is all about and u are there to learn every part of everything. from writing, u learn hw to use different tones to write different features and columns. u get exposure to go for media event, other than food tasting and also hw to socialise with other media personnels. they teach u hw to work out a magazine from scratch. and finally, today im seeing my 1 mth worth of hard work coming out. n tonite, i will be learning hw to do marketing and pr.

now as i look at a magazine, i sincerely admire the hardwork pple has put in. esp for weekly magazine like i weely, where deadlines is every week, omg, i think they can camp in office liao. but well, seeing tt our hard work paid off and all is worth while. actualli y m i saying this? cuz i have found smthg which is relevant to sch and i can see my achivements. most importantly, i like the job.

after working so many yrs in tuition, sometimes i realli think its time to stop and try smthg new. i met students which became frens in the end, i met students who are just ridiculous, i met students who appreciate wadever u do for them, n i met pple who dun.

i started out tuition mainly cuz of one stupid reason la. haha, mummy has spent so much money giving mi tuitions n tuitions to make mi score better. imagine she gave mi over 1k for tuition fees. so when i first started out tuition, i thought it was easy money and i have a aim in mind: earn back all the money which i paid. dumb rite?

i started from a a lousy teacher, one who work and teach just for the sake of it. and slowly, i love the job cuz i always believe tt i could change student's life. n thats the reason why im still giving tuitions. (even though i noe i zi shen nan bao). to be frank, i dun think i teach well sometimes. some students, i noe im working hard for them cuz they are working ahrd themselves. some, since they dun appreciate it, y shld i spend my time n effort?

tt's hw i felt when i was at aedno. i know im a lousy teacher, n thats y i quitted.

n partly is cuz after thinking over n over n over wad chin ann told mi: u got no life, i started to ponder, is this right for me?

oh well, certainly i can continue tuition, i mean maybe set up a tuition centre or smthg. but a 21 yr old should have some fun rite? haha

oh wells, go ahead n think tt im a irresponsible person n think tt i just love having fun. im always complaining im tired n everyone is tired. but hw can u ever compare tt?

a university student who has to give tuitions after school, sometimes missing out project meetings, n not being able to join any cca.
a intern student who already works 9 to 6pm n still have to go for tuition

as compared to a boss of tuition centre, n with a one and only job that is to mend the centre n teach.

n for the time spent n work put in, ultimately i get ans like "u dun teach well anymore"...

or frustration

grumbles...

ok, all these while im in a kinda confused thoughts. so i talk in a non chronological order and sumetimes i dunnoe wad im talking abt.

..*collecting my thoughts*

i love the idea tt i bring a difference to one person's life esp when they are realli here to learn from u n stuff like tt. but looking at hw shitty our education system is now, n that all parents are bring their daughters n sons to tuitions cuz its a trend. but think of it, hw many of them are realli here to learn?

v few.

n it has become pointless rite?

i meet students who are here to learn n i can give them free. but now, kids are just coming for the sake of doing it and of cuz, teachers are also just coming for the sake of it.

ok, my whole point is to say tt im getting more reluctant to give tuition already. no becuz i wana have fun n slack my whole weekend or smthg. it's just tt im not learning anything from it any longer.

the more i say, the more trouble i will create for myself.

and frankly, work can break or make friendship.